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I'm feeling really really really crappy right now, there's so much work yet to be done and so many issues that keeps coming up. I'm so so tired.. to whom ever it may concern: if you wanna contact me just give me a call or leave me a message on whatsapp, i won't be checking up on my social media any time soon cause i really have to sort all these shit out first. that's all for me now, i really hate Septembers.

Procrastinators

Perfectly illustrates the situation i'm in right now hahahahaha

Sappy September

Hello readers!!
Ah it's been such a long time since i typed out a proper blog post
been rather lazy due to the other social media such as Instagram
and ugh all the school work are starting to pile up!
but nevertheless i feel that I should make it a point to update my blog

so here's what has happened in my life
first of all, our dear Shane has finally flew to Germany!
(that was 16 days ago actually hahaha)

It was such a bittersweet feeling
for one i'm happy that he is going to somewhere new and fun
and yet the other side of me i just can't bear to see him leave
it's just too saddening for me i guess, i really hate goodbyes :'(
but then again, it's just for 5 months
i'm sure it'd pass by real fast

A little farewell gift :D

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School work is really quite taxing
as i'm really out of my comfort zone working with 3D Maya rigging
as well as animating using photoshop
oh speaking of which I've been working on a character named Bruce!

concept art sketches

colour testing

It is really quite taxing as i've such little experience with animation
and now i have to animate a 4-legged animal
which is not easy at all
i'm struggling so badly with it.. urghhhh
i feel that my foundation is really weak
as i didn't really learn much about animation in year 2
which is why now i'm making so many mistakes now
really hope things will work out in the end!

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Oh and i took oil painting class this semester as well!
i'm much more comfortable painting with acrylic and watercolour
but i really wanted to learn oil painting
as i've seen many amazing works done in oil which i really which to achieve as well!
anyway here's one piece that im quite pleased with
more to come!

on top of all that,
i have an upcoming collaboration for M.O.D.A's anniversary
have to complete another rather large painting before 29th september
ahhh so much work to do and i'm way behind schedule
gonna need a miracle, wish me luck!

and of course, a selfie :p

yupyup,that's all for now!
cheers ;)

How Long Will I Love You

Naughty Boy - La La La

I'm covering my ears like a kid
When your words mean nothing, I go la la la
I'm turning up the volume when you speak
Cause if my heart can't stop it, I find a way to block it

Ellie Goulding - Explosions (Cover By Jasmine Thompson)

I'm so in love with her voice!!!

But then again, who am i to ask for anything.

Diablo III: Reaper of Souls

Lady Gaga - Applause

Hello there!

woo my new cap! cost me $65 though, ouch.

Ah after 3 long months of holidays,
i'm back to school and now into my third year of ADM!
so far the teachers that i managed to get are really inspiring
they are all so knowledgeable and talented!!
But then again
that makes me rather worried as to whether i can live up to their expectations
guess all i can do now is to try my best!

This semester is rather sad for me though
as i will rarely get to see my friends
due to the nature of our courses
but it's alright, i shall try and be independent!
been relying too much on others
it's scary working alone
but i believe i'd learn more that way

btw, did i mention i have a 2 day week?
hahahaha super long weekends!!
aights, that's all for now
see ya ;)

Katy Perry - Roar

Anna Kendrick - Cups

And so it begins..

Lana Del Rey - Ride

Don’t leave me now, don’t say goodbye
Don’t turn around leave me high and dry

47 Ronin

zombie boy!!!

Imagine Dragons

胡思乱想

Sometimes i think too much,
but then again,how not to
when all the clues are laid out right in front of you
all the pieces of the puzzle pointing towards the same direction
and that there can only be one conclusion.

How not to?

Ellie Goulding - Burn

And we gonna let it burn

Work in progress!

decided to try using digital to draw, still trying to get used to it.
its something rather new for me and i really hope to master it.

Driving Lessons!

Hello there!
Finally booked my driving lessons
as I've procrastinated for wayyy too long!
my parents have been urging me to go get my driving license since forever
and i think it's about time i cleared this 'obstacle' in life.
The reason why i want to get my driving license is rather simple:
i just want to go for late night supper/meeting/movie with my friends
It is rather annoying having to constantly worry about when the last train or bus is about to leave
it never fails to dampen my mood!

and also because Shane has been driving us out for late night supper
I feel really bad about it, you know very paiseh to keep having people drive you around
it's only right that we returned the favor as well!
and i've always wanted to be able to say this to my friends
"eh, i'm driving over to fetch you"
i know this sounds silly but i think it's really cool
really mah..

oh and my first driving lesson is TODAY at 4pm!!!!
i am crazy nervous as i've no idea what to expect
even though i drove military vehicle before during NS
it has been such a long time!!!
i probably forgotten everything i've learnt
really hope everything goes smoothly
i'm so excited!