eyes of a camera

im in love with these pictures i took.
lol.

you forget

You know how it goes.
the day your paths crossed,you met this person you fancy
the feeling then grew stronger,everything about the person is perfect
its everything you've ever wished for
standing there.
looked at you and said,
"hey"

you forget what you wanted to say
you forget who you are
you forget where you are
you forget where you stand
you forget what you look like
you forget how tall you are
you forget how poor you are
you forget what your friends said to you
you forget what your parents expect of you
you forget whos around you
you forget who you're supposed to meet
you forget what time it is
you forget that the next lesson has already begun
you forget that you're late
you forget your own name
you forget to breathe

yet it doesn't matter
it doesn't matter at all

monday oct 19th!,mom's birthday :)

frustrated


haha camwhoring and acting as if im a model
LOL


went to white sands to get mom a birthday cake
black forest cake,our favourite :)







love you
happy birthday mom :)

just because there once was love don't mean a thing.

are you poison?
are you poison?
are you poisoning me?..

saturday

How can I truly be angry with you?
All you want is to be part of me

gosh i feel super lazy today.
im all dressed up but im too lazy to get out the door
have to buy black cloth
dunno where though
:(
borrowed two spotlights from the artroom yesterday
have to get stuff ready for photoshoot!
time time schedule.argh

camwhore :)



why is everybody so busy???!!!

:)

hey hey!

spent 30 bucks on dvds yesterday :)
i love watching movies that i didn't managed to catch last time
especailly after hearing how good those movies were.

bought these :D
gonna watch them in camp

Once in a Summer

Shutter

penny dreadful

simon says


made attempts to watch them by myself at home,
but i was kinda scared
lol.paused the movie even before the killing started
hahaha.what a wuss!



gonna have steamboat tonight
can't wait!

BAD bad BAD hair day

im so gonna commit suicide with the barber that gave me this haircut.

pisces

Pisces Strength Keywords:
- Compassionate
- Adaptable
- Accepting
- Devoted
- Imaginative

Pisces Weakness Keywords:
- Oversensitive
- Indecisive
- Self-pitying
- Lazy
- Escapist

Pisces and Independence:
Pisces needs a dominant partner of role model in their life or they will very easily fall into a pit of self-pity and self-undoing. When they are independent and inspired by life's events, their creativity comes shining through but they are unable to be on their own for long before they start dreaming in their imaginary world of happy people and happy endings. They need other people to keep them grounded and on the right track.

Pisces and Friendship:
Pisces will go out of their way to help a friend. They are extremely sensitive and loyal. They will take a friend's problem and make it their own and suffer with them. This is the weak spot of Pisces but any friend of this zodiac sign should know that although they are attracted to people with severe problems who desperately need help, this actually does more harm than good. Even though Pisces will offer to make everything right, do not allow them to take on all your problems because they will lose their identity in your situation. They need a strong positive friend to make them strong. Pisces like adventure, new situation and social events. A Pisces friend will always have something exciting in mind and it is a very fulfilling, long lasting friendship.


Pisces and Business:
Pisces does not take well to a position of leadership or high business person, they are too sensitive and lacking in self-discipline and lacking self-confidence for a positions such as that. What they are good at is is writing, acting, poetry, or being musicians. Pisces are excellent at anything that tugs at the heart strings and mystical/spiritual. They are extremely creative and can use their skills of creativity and their understanding of people to inspire others. Unfortunately, most Pisces take the easy way out in life and never attain the degree of fame that they possibly could, they have to stop self-doubting themselves because they are capable of being good role models and leaders to others, people do look up to them.


Pisces and Temperament:
The Pisces personality is hard to pin down, it is very mysterious and elusive. Pisces are molded by their surroundings, they incorporate their experiences and surroundings into themselves. They have extreme compassion and they feel the pain of others. If something is wrong in the world that affects them, it affects them deeply, they take it to heart and feel extreme feelings regarding the matter. When they are happy, they are extremely happy and when they are sad, they are extremely depressed.


Pisces Deep Inside:
Pisces have an intuitive and psychic ability more then any other zodiac signs. They trust their gut feelings and if they do not, they quickly learn to because they realize that their hunches are usually correct. Pisces downfall is their sensitivity and their inability to reject another person. They do not like rejection and they try to treat others the way they want to be treated so they will rarely say no to a person for fear of hurting their feelings. They will help another person with their problems and like to do so because making others feel good in turn makes them feel good. Pisces is the zodiac sign of self-undoing. People born under this zodiac sign are not susceptible to bad luck and unfortunate events, they bring them on themselves by overindulging, laziness and a knack for picking poorly suited partners and friends. They want people in their life who stir their emotions because this helps them to practice emotional stability. The inner conflict of Pisces is extremes of temperament and conflicting emotions. They are trying to pinpoint themselves on the real world while their spiritual world can cloud their vision, they will try to escape or avoid a situation instead of confronting it. Pisces eternal struggle is to learn to use their powers and their imagination in a positive, productive way and vying for emotional stability by not giving away their emotions to everyone else, they need to help themselves.


Pisces in a Nutshell:
Pisces is the sign of mysticism, mystery and the spiritual unknown. Pisces live in two worlds, the real world and the spiritual or mystical world where they interpret what they see into what they want. They do this to avoid all the realities of pain and suffering in the world. They have extremes of emotions and feel both good and bad intensively. Pisces have formidable intuitive ability. Most Pisces are somehow involved with occult or spiritualism. Pisces are very good at understanding people for they have the ability to delve into the psyche and see behind a person's motivations. Pisces are prone to drug addiction and indulging lifestyles because of their eternal search for themselves and their fear of confrontation and having to change a situation, also they justify drug use by allowing it to get closer with their 'spiritual selves'. Once they aware this is why they are doing it, it will be easier to kick the habit. Pisces are not the pushovers that they may seem, in fact they have strength of character and will stand up for what they believe in and and they can do hard work for something they believe in. They can be very lazy but only in matters that they do not care about. Pisces is the most sensitive of all zodiac signs.




gosh..is that why im so oversensitive?..

imperfections made perfect

robert muraine


Salah

real amazing fella.

You know that i could use somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see.

S.O.S

Does anyone knows where i can buy wigs (look like real hair)?
i wanna do photoshoot and i need to get some.
does anyone knows??


feeling absolutely aimless today.
and also very pissed off by
a certain someone who most likely
won't realise that im pissed with him.



basically feel like trash today.
maybe go clubbing by myself later..

need somebody by my side right now.
guess i shall go talk to yaokhuan
he'd understand me :)

i need money la!
wahlau.
"where were you?"

photoshoot

hello people!
i've just posted the pics for the photoshoot i did quite some time ago on facebook!
do check it out :)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=122124&id=543540737&l=328979cb3c

thanks thanks!





Can we stop playing this game of 'hide and seek'?...i really don't like it at all..especially when you're hiding on this planet earth

Don't blame me, don't maim me, I can't help what I am.. Oh, Lord knows i've tried

went to orchard cineleisure to catch a movie with my friend,Hadri!
oh oh we had soft shell crab pasta at Shokudo Japanese Pasta & Pizza
its was nice! i liked it (:
my first time trying out soft shell crab
haha

we then went to watch The Time Traveler's Wife
overall the movie was not bad
and there were scenes that was very touching..
Rachel McAdams is gorgeous!
Eric Bana keeps time travelling and ends up naked when he arrives in the past or future,thus he's always looking for clothes hahaha.

kind of sad that he couldn't change the past even though he could time travel..
man..so depressing :(
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bought a new webcam with MY OWN MONEY!
don't even know why i did that
but oh wells
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hahahaha :p

left4dead

this is hilarious.
leeyen intro this video clip to me
MUST WATCH!

Lady Gaga

i find it super funny why they are making it such a big issue about Lady Gaga being a hermaphrodite(an animal or plant that has both male and female reproductive organs)?

maybe cos shes so weird that they have to find something more ridiculous to defame her? haha well people will still love her regardless of whatever shes born with man..
at least i'd still love her.

man her songs are addictive!
and her music videos are so inspiring
awesome awesome!








about her being a hermaphrodite? well,she's got the best of both worlds :)

red-eared terrapins

its about time..
to introduce to you my new pets!

well..i was walking around the pet shop just two weeks ago
then i happen to saw these bunch of terrapins
so i decided to take care of one
i bought one home happily
placed it in a tank
but it looked so sad..
so lonely..


thus i went to get another one!
to give it a companion!
now they both look so happy
stepping on each other's head and stuff
haha

they are both red-eared terrapins
and i gave them names!
the bigger one is called dickhead,
whereas the smaller one is called jr.dickhead!

awesome names don't you think?
i bet they'll love it :)

anger

It was just another normal day in camp
was reading a book borrowed form the library days ago..
the whole group of us pioneers(our vocation) carried on with our daily routine,which was to laze around in the restroom provided.

we started to have conversations which only proved how simple minded we were
such as "when did you first jerk off?"
and all things related to sex,drinking,girls
is that all they ever think about?

anyway,we were making jokes and laughing our heads off
when all of a sudden i made a comment(which im trying hard to remember)
offended a bunkmate of mine.
he got rather worked up and he flicked my chin real hard.
immeadiately my reaction was "Don't touch me!"

before i knew it,he stood up and yelled at me
taunting me to fight with him and settle it outside
he continued pouring out verbal abuses and gestures at me
to top it all,he even kicked the side of my seat(which was a cushion on the floor)

at that moment i was really tempted to return his 'act of kindness'
but then i thought to myself that it was not worth it
a moment of folly could result in a permenant record
thus i just kept quiet and behaved like a inflatable punchbag

there was so much angst inside of me
it seemed as though he triggered the devil inside me
i felt an overwhelming surge of emotions
ready to grab the nearest tool
and made the room into a crime scene

but i held it all in
and my other friends came in between us
to prevent any further tension

it was a rather confusing
because he was a friend to me
yet he looked at me with such madness
as though i was staring at a patient in the asylum



things were resolved in the end
we both apologised to each other
but
i know its not the end

just a thought

I don't like this feeling
where you are just waiting for something to happen
waiting for time to pass by
feels like theres so much i can do
making so much better use of this one lifetime i'm entitled with

instead,i kept letting myself sink in
searching
seeking
hoping
wishing
dreaming
for that one 'true love' "
but in vain

"you're still young"
"ïts not time yet"

I've watched people come and go
some which i'll never forget
and others whom erased themselves from my memory
its amazing to see how different they are on the outside
and yet,they are just shells
encasing a vulnerable soul

come to think of it
what protects the heart?
just a set of bones
and maybe a few layers of flesh and blood
thus
how are we then
able to fend against
a poison that spreads from the inside
a poison that stays deep in your blood
a posion called "love"?











"is it that hard to remain faithful?"

i took just a little step,yet i fell so deep..but i shall cherish the times,before i hit the ground

hmm these are portraits ive been drawing during my free time in camp

hope u guys like them :D

Sentosa

Recieved a call from alvin this morning
to go to Sentosa!

haven't been there for months man!
the sun was rather hot and scorching
just how leonard and alvin likes it
but i had no intention of sun tanning
so the weather was the last thing on my mind

FOOD was more important to me of course
unfortunately
even the food court at sentosa cost a bomb
no idea why i even bought wanton mee for $7
and it tasted like a $2.50 meal
oh wells

aniw
accidently tasted sea water
and it was extreme extremly salty
alvin had to make it worse by telling me
its components
(fish poop+human pee etc..)

while exploring the sandy coast
i happen to spot several tiny fishes
and due to my boredom
i spent over like an hour trying to catch one
but in vain

making myself look like an idiot
but it was rather fun though
haha

after which we were having sandball fights
throwing sand at each other brutally.

had a great time there :)
even though it was just the three of us





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leonard







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aniways haven't been able to use the computer
for two whole months now
my com has been down since then
getting a new one soon
hopefully..