God,rid this devil

let me introduce to you guys the one person which i fcking hate the most in my life.
make a guess?
its my brother!
LAI YIN KHUAN!

He is the most fucked up person in this fucked up human world,and to think that i am so unlucky to have stepped on this piece of shit
he is ungrateful bastard which Hell would most probably spit him out as he is a fucktard. i hate him like nothing else in the world. he is an incorrigible bastard who squanders away money and does not even contribute close to little,but none!
ever since young until now,i had to put up with his fucked up face and fucked up attitude. hey u bloody hell bastard,if not for mom and dad,i swear that i wouldve plunged a knife through your eyes,so you can never stare back at me.
ironed away your lips so that you can never fucking shout back at me.
shatter your bones so that you would never be able to move an inch.
and not forgetting,i will not make you deaf as i want you to hear every word i say and not be ale to retaliate.but too bad,youre already semi deaf

i look down on you brother,i really look down on you.youre worse than those pile of shit that people step on,at least they can be used as fertilizers or something,but you? nah,all you do is make LOTS OF FUCKING NOISE! and wow! i have to bear with it all the time!

youre such a loser i must say,look at yourself,aged 21,turning 22 next year.but what have you achieved? hmm,lets see,lots of failures in life and still failing.it never ends!

check out what you do EVERY day
wake up,read abit of newspaper,come to me and say "siam"
then i would walk away and let you use the computer,from morning 11am+ all the way till 9pm,then you would let me use till 11pm,then ask me to get away again,and you use to 3~4am or more.then the cycle continues!

now that youre in army? you EXPECT MORE!
YESTERDAY,i couldve been at home relaxing,but because mother had to attend your passing out parade,i had to help out at dad's stall for the whole fucking day!
but thats ALRIGHT,when i ask you to let me use longer,you fuckign shout at me and say "nobody ask you go help what"
WTF EH YOU BLOODY SHIT NOT EVEN IA FUCKIGN THANK YOU AND YOU GIVE ME ALL THESE FCKING NONSENSE??
every time you come back,i OUGHT to let you use no matter what happens,even if they sky falls!

when i argue back? you would say QUOTE:"i let you use awhile and you always expect more"
HEYYYYYY FUCK YOU YOU BLOODY FUCKTARD!


i always prayed to God hoping that you would somehow be enlightened and treat me like how and elder brother would.but now i changed my mind
i given up on you totally,bastard

brother,if youre reading this right now,i wish you are already dead.
really.GOD please answer my prayers.rid this devil off the face of the earth and even in hell