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was doing math homework.
then i suddenly stopped to think.
why do i feel so insecure about my looks.
then i recalled.
how fat i was back then.
how i hated to look at myself in the mirror
how i hated to have people mentioning that i have to lose weight
how i hated that even my own parents said i was fat
how i hated taf club during secondary school
how i hated myself

this insecurity,i know its still lurking somewhere in my mind
it refuses to go
and still haunts me every now and then

but then.
theres still one that will love me
no matter what i look like
no matter what i become
no matter how others may judge me
theres only one that will never change
that is God above
and thats all i need to know

:)

oh btw,society,fuck you