you're in that world,one which i'm not allowed to enter

I kept forgetting where i stand
stepping across your line
then i stop and think
before i take a step back again

i realised that you are too far
too far ahead of me
even though we are right next to each other

fate,let me met you
you were part of the happiest and saddest moments of my life.
i've cried in agony,hated you for your actions
yet,laughed and smiled without a single hesitation
for the worst thing you could ever do to hurt me
is by trying not to hurt me

i wondered why did you even set my world into motion
why were you even part of my life
but
im glad you were

now,you're in that world
one which i'm not allowed to enter