:/

been so sad lately, i've no idea why either.
it's like i've no mood to do anything at all.
sad thoughts keep flooding my mind
kept thinking why do i not have friends,
close friends that would ask me out to parties, bars, events and stuff.
i get really envious when i know that my schoolmates have plans with their own group of friends.
then i look at myself and think why don't i have any,
is it because im a boring person to hang out with?
and that led to me thinking what will my life be like without art,
would people still want to be my friend?
would people even notice me..
suddenly i felt so invisible.

i think about silly things all the time
but then again, there's got to be something wrong with me
if not, why do i feel so lonely?