Cosfest @ expo

woot

went to EXPO with eleen and 3 of her friends today for the EOY cosplay thingy.


i saw,erm i think its yining or smth..one of the CHIJ girls tt we went with to japan,sorry that i forgotten your name!

saw sarah chew too,like duh

and abigail,childhood friend!

eleen was happy like mad even after she got home
she was smiling all the way
really

i shall save on the words and let the pictures do the talking :D

...

erm,nvm the previous post.
i've cooled down already.
felt real sucky yesterday
oh oh,going to EOY cosfest to check it out tmr with eleen and her friends
if youre coming message me ya

going off now to BBQ
cya and cheers

God,rid this devil

let me introduce to you guys the one person which i fcking hate the most in my life.
make a guess?
its my brother!
LAI YIN KHUAN!

He is the most fucked up person in this fucked up human world,and to think that i am so unlucky to have stepped on this piece of shit
he is ungrateful bastard which Hell would most probably spit him out as he is a fucktard. i hate him like nothing else in the world. he is an incorrigible bastard who squanders away money and does not even contribute close to little,but none!
ever since young until now,i had to put up with his fucked up face and fucked up attitude. hey u bloody hell bastard,if not for mom and dad,i swear that i wouldve plunged a knife through your eyes,so you can never stare back at me.
ironed away your lips so that you can never fucking shout back at me.
shatter your bones so that you would never be able to move an inch.
and not forgetting,i will not make you deaf as i want you to hear every word i say and not be ale to retaliate.but too bad,youre already semi deaf

i look down on you brother,i really look down on you.youre worse than those pile of shit that people step on,at least they can be used as fertilizers or something,but you? nah,all you do is make LOTS OF FUCKING NOISE! and wow! i have to bear with it all the time!

youre such a loser i must say,look at yourself,aged 21,turning 22 next year.but what have you achieved? hmm,lets see,lots of failures in life and still failing.it never ends!

check out what you do EVERY day
wake up,read abit of newspaper,come to me and say "siam"
then i would walk away and let you use the computer,from morning 11am+ all the way till 9pm,then you would let me use till 11pm,then ask me to get away again,and you use to 3~4am or more.then the cycle continues!

now that youre in army? you EXPECT MORE!
YESTERDAY,i couldve been at home relaxing,but because mother had to attend your passing out parade,i had to help out at dad's stall for the whole fucking day!
but thats ALRIGHT,when i ask you to let me use longer,you fuckign shout at me and say "nobody ask you go help what"
WTF EH YOU BLOODY SHIT NOT EVEN IA FUCKIGN THANK YOU AND YOU GIVE ME ALL THESE FCKING NONSENSE??
every time you come back,i OUGHT to let you use no matter what happens,even if they sky falls!

when i argue back? you would say QUOTE:"i let you use awhile and you always expect more"
HEYYYYYY FUCK YOU YOU BLOODY FUCKTARD!


i always prayed to God hoping that you would somehow be enlightened and treat me like how and elder brother would.but now i changed my mind
i given up on you totally,bastard

brother,if youre reading this right now,i wish you are already dead.
really.GOD please answer my prayers.rid this devil off the face of the earth and even in hell

ahhh

i've got many MANy maaany MaNy things i want to tell you guys..but i cant,
so please don't blame me

looks like all i can do is just bottle them up and bring them to my grave :D

but i know it myself,that im losing my senses..i know im going crazy

if one day i really gone mad,please stay away from me,cos i KNOW i will definitely bite you!





crap,i hate this feeling.its making me wanna cry.but i know im gonna get over it.

dad's stall

went to changi airport to help out at my dad's stall today..
there are a few customers that will really get on your nerves..
especially some of the older ones,not that i discriminate the old,but some can get really irritating.
for example.this old man came to the stall,and i smile and ask him what would he like to order,he just said "she(my mom) knows what i want"
so i replied" erm but shes busy right now,would you tell me what ull like to ordeR?"
and he said "just tell her,she knows what i want"
these kind of customers REALLY pisses me off,i really feel like knocking them unconscious and drag them aside out of the queue


so heres another one,example
customer:"i would like 2 set of A please"
me:"erm,spicy or not spicy?"
customer:"err spicy"
...a while later...
brings out set A spicy
customer:"why is this spicy?i thought i told him(me) i don't want spicy?"
me:"but you said spicy just now.."
customer:"noo..u heard wrongly,i said not spicy"

what an asshole.



okay,now a weird one

customer to mom:"your son ah?"
mom:"ya"
customer:"your son very tall ah"
mom:"huh ya.."
customer:"he sec 1 ah?"

no wonder she thinks im tall,she thought i was sec 1,and do i look that childish?...damn


but at the end of the day,the customers are always right..sigh..no wonder its called hard earned money..

retarded bug

hahas,nothing interesting happened today
just the fact that i want to comment on how stupid an insect can be
today,a beetle flew into the study room,where our house computer was..
my sister was using the com while it was buzzing round and round and ramming itself against the wall several times making a "thud" sound..

yep,so it landed on one of my paintbrushes left on the table,my sister tried picking the paintbrush to flick the beetle out,but then it took flight and flew towards my sister,which obviously made her scream..then it continued with its journey round the room,until it whacked right at my forehead..

at that moment,i was thinking,damn u stupid bug,go and die
then immeadiately,it flew straight into the fan and wha la!
it severed into two parts.

viewers discretion advised ;p



hahaha thats all for today,
cya and cheers!

To:my class

im gonna admit something today..
it doesnt sound nice but i gotta say it


..i dont like my class..

why you may ask?..
well,firstly,being in a boys school for 10 Years of my life,now my whole class are girls..well except for another guy who doesnt really talk to me..

so everyday of my school life,im always alone..
i do not go out with them,is because the things they do and talk about..i really have no clue what they are talking about,and they often refuse to tell me.

they always seem to be in their own groups,clique,whatever la.
and it really sucks cos i would always end up sitting all the way to the corner of the row as they are ALWAYS reserving seats for their clique..
and it has became a habit such that i always sit at corners even if they dont ask me to..

i know im being sensitive about such things but hey.its fucking irritating do you know that? you go count how many bloody lectures i sat through by myself.im not being emo,its just that im also part of the class,so why am i treated so differently?

and i often thought to myself,hey retaining might be a better option,as i might end up in a class which is better..
but then i thought,not all of them are that bad..

but i must say,i dread going to school everyday,i dread having to face my class, and i am always looking forward to going home,thats how i have been struggling throughout the whole of year 2007...

im trying to be more open and adapting to the class,
but really
the tiredness in me is making me feel like im drifting further and further from my class..if any of my classmates is reading this now,im not asking for sympathy,just some understanding will do..

thanks and cheers.

rain after the sunshine

felt so fat today,so decided to go jogging.hurhur
when i jogged into pasir ris park for around 5mins,i suddenly realised that the view is quite nice.
so i jogged all the way back home to get my camera.ok my sis's camera
the sky turned dark suddenly
and it started to rain...
but i still continue to take photos
until my stupid camera ran out of batt.
IT RUNS OUT OF BATT DAMN FAST!
heres some of the photos i took.
im NOT a photographer,so if the photo sucks dont blame me ;p

hahas,they got horses there.











rawr..after jogging still as fat as ever.haha


and wth la,after i got back home and bathed,the sun came out again and it was sunny..

paper roses

today,YAO KHUAN is gonna teach you how to make paper roses.lol!
get these materials ready,construction paper,scissors,and wrapped wire which u can get form popular

step 1,cut the coloured paper into a strip like this

ok,now fasten oen end of the paper strip with the wire,u can do so by rolling the tip of the paper,then twist the wire to fasten it

wrap the paper round the wire tight to form the structure first


then u keep coiling and twisting the paper round the wire,doesnt have to be systematic,and make sure one of ur hand is holding on tightly while the other hand twist the paper strip


after ure done,poke the wire through the end of the paper strip,then fasten it.you would then get something like this


you can try out different colours,depending on who you wanna give


and lastly,do a few more then twist them together.
TA DAAA



hahas,cya.have fun.
and keep trying
cheers

character drawing

k im finally done with the character.
hahars
let me show u through my process..
first,use a mechanical pencil and draw.duh

kk,thats nonsense.
draw the basic structure of your character,get the proportions and posture right.
then the clothes

when ure done,u SHOULD get smth like this


after which,u can start using watercolour or any medium u prefer to colour.


next,use a black pen to outline those areas covered by the watercolour paint


u might screw up like i did,but fret not,u can always cut the figure out and salvage the painting.


and this is my final piece which i would be submitting. heh



cya.cheers*

:)

my 105th blog post. sometimes i wonder does my life even have so many things worth to blog about.

hahas.

well,today went to watch Enchanted
well,it was alright to me,maybe because after i watched stardust not long ago
the movie was rather predictable though..
hahas

theres no such thing as happily ever after in reality..thats true,but its nice to have something to dream about though.something that keeps you going.

just like promises,to me,they are like mini dreams yet to be fufilled.
but it is what keeps me going..
but when promises are broken,it does hurt makes me feel sad,just like how dreams are shattered..

even still,i know i have to move on
because time won't be waiting for me
i have to move on


moving on,i spent like 1 hour plus on facebook..drawing something with a mouse.lol,and i sent to all my facebook friends.hahas.

i was really bored.

art friend

woke up arnd 9am
then ,ALONE
went over to ArtFriend at bugis to get some paints and stuff today.
bought a whole range of acrylic colours :D

and art materials a friggin expensive..total was $143
no wonder most artists end up so poor
,so next time u see me on the street begging dont be suprised heh :p

on my way back at pasir ris station met jingjing,is this spelt correctly?cant remember,but i only know she can blink her eyes real fast.
haha we both asked each other how come ure here?

well..i live in pasir ris lol


trying to act cute,but just cant make it.


math tuition tmr...ahhh...
cya people..