We don't wait for inspiration,we create them

haha shits PSP is really getting addictive
haven't been drawing much
have.to.put.PSP.aside

bought a set of watercolour
which cost $50..?!
haven't started painting yet
forgot to buy watercolour paper!

aniw
back at our unit,
our company warant is drilling us at our physical training
we are expected to achieve at least a silver for IPPT
if not we'd have to go for UFT(unit fitness training)
woots!

haha train hard train hard!
no more junk food too :)



my new motto!!
We don't wait for inspiration,we create them

:D:D:D:D:D

Have you ever wondered
why do people hide things from you
words left unspoken

they'd say that
"I didn't want to hurt your feelings"

until the day you find out yourself
then it'll all have been too late

this feeling

look beyond these eyes
you'll be amazed by what you can find
deep inside

empty my heart
cause i've got to make room for this feeling
so much bigger than me

it cannot be
anymore beautiful
than this

maybe

sitting in the IED bus during training today
staring out the window throughout the whole journey
did some reflection on my own past
what were the things in life
that i regretted doing
thinking of whether would i be given another chance
to redeem myself
to salvage the situation
to take it all back before the worst

i wondered about who i wished to speak and sent messages to
at that very moment
but i knew its too late
things have changed
people moved on
and i'm being erased from their lives

maybe i should have apologised
maybe i should have stopped to listen
maybe i shouldn't have reacted so strongly
maybe i should do this
maybe i should do that

why think so much?

maybe..

went tanning this morning
accidently rubbed my eyes
when i had banana boat oil on my hands
now its damn red

hahas










"people come and go" you once told me that
and now,you're gone too

Pasir Ris Park

hahas took my camera out for a walk
and took random photos here and there




aniw,life has been great these few days
after all the hours of driving practice in the hot sun
finally it was time for our TP test
and i managed to pass the test at first attempt!
i called my mom to tell her the good news
and to my horror
she told me
"huh,i was wishing u'd fail so that u could practice longer"
but she congratulated me nevertheless
awesome feeling those who passed get to stay-out
and we no longer have to be yelled at by our driving instructors

thanks Mr Rudywan :D

Happy Father's Day

had father's day dinner on saturday night
cos i gotta book in today
haha








finally this burden in my heart is gone
it wasn't love afterall
a stupid mistake right from the start

I pen my feelings down onto paper,not as words..but as drawings

driving test next week...
it all comes to this now...
6 weeks of driving lessons..
please let me pass!!
haha


feeling very bored at home
today book out,then book it the next day
practically seeing my NS mates 7days a week..




I shall set sail on this little boat of mine,not knowing where the wind will bring me to..but theres one thing i know,and that's i'll be far far away from you