Wednesday, September 30, 2009

You know that i could use somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see.

Saturday, September 26, 2009


Does anyone knows where i can buy wigs (look like real hair)?
i wanna do photoshoot and i need to get some.
does anyone knows??

feeling absolutely aimless today.
and also very pissed off by
a certain someone who most likely
won't realise that im pissed with him.

basically feel like trash today.
maybe go clubbing by myself later..

need somebody by my side right now.
guess i shall go talk to yaokhuan
he'd understand me :)

i need money la!
"where were you?"

Friday, September 25, 2009


hello people!
i've just posted the pics for the photoshoot i did quite some time ago on facebook!
do check it out :)

thanks thanks!

Can we stop playing this game of 'hide and seek'?...i really don't like it at all..especially when you're hiding on this planet earth

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Don't blame me, don't maim me, I can't help what I am.. Oh, Lord knows i've tried

went to orchard cineleisure to catch a movie with my friend,Hadri!
oh oh we had soft shell crab pasta at Shokudo Japanese Pasta & Pizza
its was nice! i liked it (:
my first time trying out soft shell crab

we then went to watch The Time Traveler's Wife
overall the movie was not bad
and there were scenes that was very touching..
Rachel McAdams is gorgeous!
Eric Bana keeps time travelling and ends up naked when he arrives in the past or future,thus he's always looking for clothes hahaha.

kind of sad that he couldn't change the past even though he could time travel.. depressing :(

bought a new webcam with MY OWN MONEY!
don't even know why i did that
but oh wells

hahahaha :p

Monday, September 21, 2009


this is hilarious.
leeyen intro this video clip to me

Lady Gaga

i find it super funny why they are making it such a big issue about Lady Gaga being a hermaphrodite(an animal or plant that has both male and female reproductive organs)?

maybe cos shes so weird that they have to find something more ridiculous to defame her? haha well people will still love her regardless of whatever shes born with man..
at least i'd still love her.

man her songs are addictive!
and her music videos are so inspiring
awesome awesome!

about her being a hermaphrodite? well,she's got the best of both worlds :)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

red-eared terrapins

its about time..
to introduce to you my new pets!

well..i was walking around the pet shop just two weeks ago
then i happen to saw these bunch of terrapins
so i decided to take care of one
i bought one home happily
placed it in a tank
but it looked so sad..
so lonely..

thus i went to get another one!
to give it a companion!
now they both look so happy
stepping on each other's head and stuff

they are both red-eared terrapins
and i gave them names!
the bigger one is called dickhead,
whereas the smaller one is called jr.dickhead!

awesome names don't you think?
i bet they'll love it :)


It was just another normal day in camp
was reading a book borrowed form the library days ago..
the whole group of us pioneers(our vocation) carried on with our daily routine,which was to laze around in the restroom provided.

we started to have conversations which only proved how simple minded we were
such as "when did you first jerk off?"
and all things related to sex,drinking,girls
is that all they ever think about?

anyway,we were making jokes and laughing our heads off
when all of a sudden i made a comment(which im trying hard to remember)
offended a bunkmate of mine.
he got rather worked up and he flicked my chin real hard.
immeadiately my reaction was "Don't touch me!"

before i knew it,he stood up and yelled at me
taunting me to fight with him and settle it outside
he continued pouring out verbal abuses and gestures at me
to top it all,he even kicked the side of my seat(which was a cushion on the floor)

at that moment i was really tempted to return his 'act of kindness'
but then i thought to myself that it was not worth it
a moment of folly could result in a permenant record
thus i just kept quiet and behaved like a inflatable punchbag

there was so much angst inside of me
it seemed as though he triggered the devil inside me
i felt an overwhelming surge of emotions
ready to grab the nearest tool
and made the room into a crime scene

but i held it all in
and my other friends came in between us
to prevent any further tension

it was a rather confusing
because he was a friend to me
yet he looked at me with such madness
as though i was staring at a patient in the asylum

things were resolved in the end
we both apologised to each other
i know its not the end

Friday, September 18, 2009

just a thought

I don't like this feeling
where you are just waiting for something to happen
waiting for time to pass by
feels like theres so much i can do
making so much better use of this one lifetime i'm entitled with

instead,i kept letting myself sink in

for that one 'true love' "
but in vain

"you're still young"
"ïts not time yet"

I've watched people come and go
some which i'll never forget
and others whom erased themselves from my memory
its amazing to see how different they are on the outside
and yet,they are just shells
encasing a vulnerable soul

come to think of it
what protects the heart?
just a set of bones
and maybe a few layers of flesh and blood
how are we then
able to fend against
a poison that spreads from the inside
a poison that stays deep in your blood
a posion called "love"?

"is it that hard to remain faithful?"

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

i took just a little step,yet i fell so deep..but i shall cherish the times,before i hit the ground

hmm these are portraits ive been drawing during my free time in camp

hope u guys like them :D

Thursday, September 10, 2009


Recieved a call from alvin this morning
to go to Sentosa!

haven't been there for months man!
the sun was rather hot and scorching
just how leonard and alvin likes it
but i had no intention of sun tanning
so the weather was the last thing on my mind

FOOD was more important to me of course
even the food court at sentosa cost a bomb
no idea why i even bought wanton mee for $7
and it tasted like a $2.50 meal
oh wells

accidently tasted sea water
and it was extreme extremly salty
alvin had to make it worse by telling me
its components
(fish poop+human pee etc..)

while exploring the sandy coast
i happen to spot several tiny fishes
and due to my boredom
i spent over like an hour trying to catch one
but in vain

making myself look like an idiot
but it was rather fun though

after which we were having sandball fights
throwing sand at each other brutally.

had a great time there :)
even though it was just the three of us





aniways haven't been able to use the computer
for two whole months now
my com has been down since then
getting a new one soon

Old Changi Hospital

went to old changi hospital for photoshoot
man that place is really really awesome la
love the shattered glass bits all over the floor
and the tattered and torn wallpaper
its so so cool

just that there were lots of mosquitoes!!
kept getting stung by them
arniz,my model kenna stung on the forehead
and the bite started to swell
till it became rather obvious in the pictures
thus end up alot of side profile is taken
due to that mosquito bite

we left the place at around 6pm plus
just before everything gets dark
haha :)

hmm wanna check out other cool places for photoshoots
any suggestions??

Summer's over

went to Summer's over performance to take pics
although the music wasnt what i normally listen to
but the atmosphere was awesome
loved it :D