Saturday, October 24, 2009

eyes of a camera

im in love with these pictures i took.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

you forget

You know how it goes.
the day your paths crossed,you met this person you fancy
the feeling then grew stronger,everything about the person is perfect
its everything you've ever wished for
standing there.
looked at you and said,

you forget what you wanted to say
you forget who you are
you forget where you are
you forget where you stand
you forget what you look like
you forget how tall you are
you forget how poor you are
you forget what your friends said to you
you forget what your parents expect of you
you forget whos around you
you forget who you're supposed to meet
you forget what time it is
you forget that the next lesson has already begun
you forget that you're late
you forget your own name
you forget to breathe

yet it doesn't matter
it doesn't matter at all

Monday, October 19, 2009

monday oct 19th!,mom's birthday :)


haha camwhoring and acting as if im a model

went to white sands to get mom a birthday cake
black forest cake,our favourite :)

love you
happy birthday mom :)

just because there once was love don't mean a thing.

are you poison?
are you poison?
are you poisoning me?..

Saturday, October 17, 2009


How can I truly be angry with you?
All you want is to be part of me

gosh i feel super lazy today.
im all dressed up but im too lazy to get out the door
have to buy black cloth
dunno where though
borrowed two spotlights from the artroom yesterday
have to get stuff ready for photoshoot!
time time schedule.argh

camwhore :)

why is everybody so busy???!!!

Saturday, October 10, 2009


hey hey!

spent 30 bucks on dvds yesterday :)
i love watching movies that i didn't managed to catch last time
especailly after hearing how good those movies were.

bought these :D
gonna watch them in camp

Once in a Summer


penny dreadful

simon says

made attempts to watch them by myself at home,
but i was kinda scared
lol.paused the movie even before the killing started
hahaha.what a wuss!

gonna have steamboat tonight
can't wait!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

BAD bad BAD hair day

im so gonna commit suicide with the barber that gave me this haircut.

Saturday, October 3, 2009


Pisces Strength Keywords:
- Compassionate
- Adaptable
- Accepting
- Devoted
- Imaginative

Pisces Weakness Keywords:
- Oversensitive
- Indecisive
- Self-pitying
- Lazy
- Escapist

Pisces and Independence:
Pisces needs a dominant partner of role model in their life or they will very easily fall into a pit of self-pity and self-undoing. When they are independent and inspired by life's events, their creativity comes shining through but they are unable to be on their own for long before they start dreaming in their imaginary world of happy people and happy endings. They need other people to keep them grounded and on the right track.

Pisces and Friendship:
Pisces will go out of their way to help a friend. They are extremely sensitive and loyal. They will take a friend's problem and make it their own and suffer with them. This is the weak spot of Pisces but any friend of this zodiac sign should know that although they are attracted to people with severe problems who desperately need help, this actually does more harm than good. Even though Pisces will offer to make everything right, do not allow them to take on all your problems because they will lose their identity in your situation. They need a strong positive friend to make them strong. Pisces like adventure, new situation and social events. A Pisces friend will always have something exciting in mind and it is a very fulfilling, long lasting friendship.

Pisces and Business:
Pisces does not take well to a position of leadership or high business person, they are too sensitive and lacking in self-discipline and lacking self-confidence for a positions such as that. What they are good at is is writing, acting, poetry, or being musicians. Pisces are excellent at anything that tugs at the heart strings and mystical/spiritual. They are extremely creative and can use their skills of creativity and their understanding of people to inspire others. Unfortunately, most Pisces take the easy way out in life and never attain the degree of fame that they possibly could, they have to stop self-doubting themselves because they are capable of being good role models and leaders to others, people do look up to them.

Pisces and Temperament:
The Pisces personality is hard to pin down, it is very mysterious and elusive. Pisces are molded by their surroundings, they incorporate their experiences and surroundings into themselves. They have extreme compassion and they feel the pain of others. If something is wrong in the world that affects them, it affects them deeply, they take it to heart and feel extreme feelings regarding the matter. When they are happy, they are extremely happy and when they are sad, they are extremely depressed.

Pisces Deep Inside:
Pisces have an intuitive and psychic ability more then any other zodiac signs. They trust their gut feelings and if they do not, they quickly learn to because they realize that their hunches are usually correct. Pisces downfall is their sensitivity and their inability to reject another person. They do not like rejection and they try to treat others the way they want to be treated so they will rarely say no to a person for fear of hurting their feelings. They will help another person with their problems and like to do so because making others feel good in turn makes them feel good. Pisces is the zodiac sign of self-undoing. People born under this zodiac sign are not susceptible to bad luck and unfortunate events, they bring them on themselves by overindulging, laziness and a knack for picking poorly suited partners and friends. They want people in their life who stir their emotions because this helps them to practice emotional stability. The inner conflict of Pisces is extremes of temperament and conflicting emotions. They are trying to pinpoint themselves on the real world while their spiritual world can cloud their vision, they will try to escape or avoid a situation instead of confronting it. Pisces eternal struggle is to learn to use their powers and their imagination in a positive, productive way and vying for emotional stability by not giving away their emotions to everyone else, they need to help themselves.

Pisces in a Nutshell:
Pisces is the sign of mysticism, mystery and the spiritual unknown. Pisces live in two worlds, the real world and the spiritual or mystical world where they interpret what they see into what they want. They do this to avoid all the realities of pain and suffering in the world. They have extremes of emotions and feel both good and bad intensively. Pisces have formidable intuitive ability. Most Pisces are somehow involved with occult or spiritualism. Pisces are very good at understanding people for they have the ability to delve into the psyche and see behind a person's motivations. Pisces are prone to drug addiction and indulging lifestyles because of their eternal search for themselves and their fear of confrontation and having to change a situation, also they justify drug use by allowing it to get closer with their 'spiritual selves'. Once they aware this is why they are doing it, it will be easier to kick the habit. Pisces are not the pushovers that they may seem, in fact they have strength of character and will stand up for what they believe in and and they can do hard work for something they believe in. They can be very lazy but only in matters that they do not care about. Pisces is the most sensitive of all zodiac signs. that why im so oversensitive?..

imperfections made perfect

robert muraine


real amazing fella.