ariel showed me this video on youtube dunno if uve watched it or not.
if u did watch it again.
spend the day at shaw house mugging jarett left us at 1:30pm thus two people take up the whole table then came along this bitchy auntie with her little daughter who were finding for seats, they walked past us and commented "so selfish~" hellven heard it, but we bear with it. THEN that thick face auntie came back to our table and asked if anyone sitting and if they could sit,wtf? then after awhile she found another table. haha i think we were damn close to scolding her vulgar.
damn cute baby.LOL. cheered us up after that fucktard auntie left.
there was this kid from shanghai who was 6yrs old but he was very clever. very very smart little fella hellven was entertaining the little kid. lol,and he kept asking questions. turns out that he can draw quite well too!
haha really smart kid. and knowledgeable too he came to singapore for 3days only and he knows how to speak basic english when he didnt learn it before
went to shaw house to meet hellven today was busy reading my geog notes they always have sales at the 3rd floor i went to take a look hugo boss. the orginal price $389,after discount $189 then i was thinking.wth.so ex. maybe when i earn my own money then i will buy one but for now,$30 shirts are suitable for me :)
ah we kept chatting for like damn long shit man.supposed to be studying hahaha.nvm helped hellven with his art prep layouts. haha my first 'art student'
on the train there was this group of caucasians haha one of them too tall thus kept knocking his head against the mrt door they were so merry and were quite funny too only both of us on the mrt seemed to be amused
the rest of the singaporeans on board. looked like they wanted to kill them using their eyes..
my first time watching preview movie.. i liked it :)
haha aniw, seems like many people already got posted to places already for NS.. and they've recieved letters telling them when they're enlisted.. and all i got was a 'NAVY NEWS' magazine..wth when will the letter arrive..??
btw,heard some stuff from amelia's blog haha i find it so funny, yeah when u're not the gossip topic, its entertaining. seems similiar to edison chen's case.lolol all i can say is... "raging hormones"
studied in art room for the whole morning till afternoon after which went to changi airport with HR, the people on the bus were undescribably noisy. i tried to sleep on the bus, and apparently their laughter was so loud that it entered my dreams
we went to popeye's to eat the food there was not bad the first time i came here was last year, and it was closed then. so didnt get to try it their mashed potato is damndamnDAMN nice! while we were mugging,there was this brother,sister and mother sitting next to us and the brother was around our age,if not older he was damn rude! the way he talked to his mother was like Sh!t the sister was like his accomplice. poor mother..dunno how she even put up with it ____________________________________________________ when art meets music, u get amazing artistes like bjork
todays the 22nd of october my first paper is on the 3rd of november that means.. there is 12 more days left till A levels awesome.
went to school for consultation then went back at arnd 4pm after which bought bdae cake and went out again to meet huirong we went changi airport to mug abit more..
celebrated mum's birthday two days late.how unfilial we are!
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i feel that love is just like energy, it can neither be created nor destroyed it just changes its forms
when you're in love, it gets stronger as more energy from you is converted into the relationship and the moment that bond breaks, it will turn into hate equally intense
so many songs,poems,novels,movies written about love people finding what true love is some getting it some doesnt some losing their lives in the name of love
i guess im just one of them seeking what it means to love,and be loved in return
found a classroom took out my notes.. then J1 teacher came in, said he needed to use the classroom for lesson so i left
settled down at atrium,started reading notes then it started to rain,how cooling i thought then once rain ended,it got so hot and humid
thus i went to art room, "ahh..air con" i thought then miss hew came out and said shes locking up art room
so.went to find a classroom with Xuli sarah choo and lucie joined us too "finally" i thought but no,chess club students came and had to use the room! awesome
so in the end.we went up to fifth floor and shared a classroom with one student working on his PW.. the temperature of the air con was 18degrees.. i was freezing in there..lol wonder why that student didnt felt cold at all!
oh wells. lesson learnt: just bring uniform and camp in the library.
felt really dumb today. cannot believe that i actually took it for real.
BUT (yes there's a but) i felt much better after that.. hahas happy
at white sands, i felt bored.. so i went into bossini and.. bought myself a shirt! lol ____________________________________________________ STICKERs! stickers drawn by.. deborah, lee yen, yinxue, qixuan, enci, jo, me.. and whoever i missed out? some of them were given away. hahas.
being 18 isnt as easy as i thought this year was really hectic and i've never been through so many different emotions before but i know theres more to come,this isnt the end.
being 18 means that parents no longer have to hide their troubles from you you are expected to be old enough to accept the reality reality that you parents aren't exactly happy with each other
throughout these years, there has been many occasions,where conflict arise walls can't seem to shut the voices, i drowned myself in pillows, escaping reality, hoping tomorrow would be a better day and that nothing happened at all
ive come to realise thats just life painful as it is, its reality and that is what i have to face i cant keep hiding from myself.
its tiring, and i've came to a decision, yes,i've made a decision on my own and i'm gonna follow through come what may
dinner was cool. relatives from holland came to stay at our house and we went out for dinner,which means nice food :D WHICH means,happy me.LOL
hmm just a few days ago tried to prepare my own breakfast. damn proud of myself. as for the taste. yea it was nice, cos it was expensive ham my relatives brought us from holland. but it was damn salty.LOL. supposed to eat it with bread,but i didnt.
haha show you one of my last minute works done for my prep boards, rawr!
went to RJC art exhibition with eleen today saw lucie,miss hew,zimu,debra there too! i don't know if i'm allowed to post their works online. but i will just post one which i liked. its a VERY very well done digital fashion design done by a guy named jonathan super awesome.
haha. the rest you just have to see it yourself. should go and view the works. awesome stuff. NYJC shud be having its exhibition too :) up to us J2s to organise. awesome yeah.but we will be busy with our A's. so not so soon.
went a few rounds around our school's track this morning. then had lunch with fellow AEPians. meet lanlan. aniw,tried mac's wasabi fish fillet. erm nothing special. taste the same.
ytd,got real fed up with my hair. so i went to cut my hair. suprisingly,people noticed i cut my hair. :p
AHH screwed up my art theory,got U for it. hahaha but my practical had 87, so overall was a B for art prelims. :D
hahaha in my answer there was this artist named 'Wang Guanyi' but.....i went to write 'Wang Guanyin' (观音) ,LOL i really didnt realise it until today where miss hew pointed it out. we all laughed like mad.LOL. maybe i was too busy writing that i didnt bother to check. HAHA.wont make the same stupid mistake again!
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"We Cry" -the script
Jenny was a poor girl Living in a rich world Named her baby Hope when she was just fourteen She was hoping for a better world For this little girl But the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree
Well she gets that call Hope's too far gone Her baby's on the way But nothing left inside Together we cry!
What about the junk head Could have gone the whole way Lighting up the stage trying to get a deal Now he's lighting up the wrong way "Something for the pain!" Man you wanna see this kid he was so fuckin' unreal When he gets that call He's too far gone To get it together to sing one song They won't hear tonight The words of a lullaby
Together we cry... Yeah, yeah, yeah Together we cry... Whoa oh whoa oh whoa Together we cry... Oh we cry we cry we cry Together we cry... Oh we cry we cry Whoa oh whoa oh whoa
Oh... Mary's ambitious She wanna to be a politician She been dreaming about it since she was a girl She thought that she'd be the one who could change the world Always trying to pave the way for women in a... man's world But life happened, house, kids, 2 cars, husband hits the jar, checks that don't go very far now Now she in it can't change it, she keeps her mind on her wages The only rattling cages!
Together we cry Together we cry
There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean We're all in tears for the world is broken Together we cry!
There comes a time when every bird has to fly At some point every rose has to die It's hard to let your children go Leave home Where they go? Who knows! Getting drunk Getting stoned All alone Teach a man to fish You'll feed him never lie You show your kids the truth Hope they never lie Instead of reading in a letter that they've gone to something better "Bet your sorry now! I won't be coming home tonight"
I'm sick of looking for those heroes in the sky To teach us how to fly Together we cry!
Together we cry Together we cry
There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean We're all in tears for the world is broken Together we cry!
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
selamat hari raya!
saw this kitten on my way to tuition if not for tuition,i think i would have brought it back home and bought food for it..
lauren looks like ashlee simpson.which means i like.lolol.i think its just the black hair.
this is very touching..
this is my favourite song currently. fell in love with it. damn nice tune to it. _____________________________________________________ Speeding Cars by Imogen Heap
Here's the day you hoped would never come Don’t feed me violence, just run with me Through rows of speeding cars The paper cuts, the cheating lovers The coffee’s never strong enough I know you think it’s more than just bad luck
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh don’t lose your head 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah
Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never Far enough away Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt I’ve watched you slowly winding down for years You can’t keep on like this Now is as bad of time as any
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh don’t kill yourself 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah
It’s okay by me It’s okay by me It’s okay by me It was a long time ago
It’s okay by me It’s okay by me It’s okay by me It was a long time ago
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh don’t lose your head 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh, don’t kill yourself 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah ___________________________________________________
im tired,i need rest,but i know i can't. no not now. 28 days left till A levels. its now or never
ART COURSEWORK FINALLY F**KING CAME TO AN END! can't believe it.the amount of time spent on ART. it was a looooooong journey. started since the start of the year wanna thank ALL the people that helped me out with my art stuff especially the models,kept asking them to come back for retake. THANKS!
today,went to gallery to view all the Alevel artworks all our hard work and TIME SPENT. finally reaped results. damn proud of AEP.
just yesterday,we were still rushing out our prepatory boards,i came up with a few paintings which im damn happy with.managed to finish filling up all 8 boards! and thanks to elvis who helped me out with the artist statement,which would have taken me ages to come up with. miss hew and miss khoo were damn awesome.they helped me out BIG TIME. miss hew is SUPER capable art teacher. amazing.
i left NYJC at 1:11 am and im not the last,sherling left school at 5:30am,and the teachers left at 5:40am! we broke the record set for last year,which was 2am. LOL
went to get a haircut the next day.hahas check out what our AEP senior drew on the art rm whiteboard click to englarge!
gonna chiong already. Alvls is all im gonna care about feelings are just hurdles which i have to leap over
AEP pwns. :p
Sunday, September 21, 2008
some stuff i painted today for art prepatory boards. took arnd 15minutes. my teacher say not that nice,passable. i agree too
managed to complete my last and final design. all 6 designs are painted.FINALLY.
left prepatory boards.going off now. to all NYJCians.all the best for promos and Alevels. to myself too.
an endless chain that im bound to. set me free please
damn.wake up at 7am,reach sch at 9am,start painting until 10pm.reach home 11 pm,bathe 11:30pm. stare at ceiling 12am. and the next day it goes like that again.
left today(sunday) and tmr to FINISH,tuesday 12pm stop work. AHHH
fatigue.i will not let it stop me cos daddy God,i know ure with me.
woke up at 3am..went to bathe and stuff its 4.46am right now. still trying to cram human geography information into my little brain. exam at 8am. WHY not afternoon?!!! bahhhh. this sucks.
wish me luck cya :p
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
ugh. art. left 3 days after prelims. after prelims around 38 days left till Alevels. have to get EVERYTHING done. fck.cannot afford to U-turn now all my effort spent in art coursework will go down the drain. i'll be letting down all the people who helped me out in my coursework (esp my teacher and models)
i cannot let that happen. i've got a promise that i have to keep one that i made to myself. please let me get through this. wanna get out of NYJC asap.
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_________________________________________________ i miss japan..
happen to be watching America's got talent only a few left a lasting impression heres one :)
i wouldn't say hes perfect,but well it sure worked for the girls.
what is talent actually,well its just being extremely gifted at certain areas. we all have talents.its just whether we wanna discover and develop it. theres no need to envy others for their talent,find out your own,and make others envy you instead :)
was chatting with sarah,we both agreed that AEP people arent weird its just that other people havent got in touch with their true selves yet.
Monday, September 8, 2008
added some new songs to my blog i like weird songs. haha __________________________________________ signs- bloc party Two ravens in the old oak tree and One for you and one for me and Bluebells in the late December I see signs now all the time
The last time we slept together There was something that was not there You never wanted to alarm me But I'm the one that's drowning now
I can sleep forever these days Cause in my dreams I see you again But this time fleshed out fuller faced In your confirmation dress
It was so like you to visit me To let me know you were ok It was so like you to visit me You always worried about someone else
At your funeral I was so upset So upset so upset In your life you were larger than this Statue statuesque
I see signs now all the time That you're not dead, you're sleeping I believe in anything That brings you back home to me
I see signs now all the time That you're not dead, you're sleeping I believe in anything That brings you back home to me. ______________________________________ all the best to everyone having exams. and to my brudder,sorry and good luck for prelims. i'll work hard too all the way now. last lap. prelims and A levels. keep breathing people :)
daddy God,i know ure with me in this. i'll bring glory in your name,watch me
Sunday, September 7, 2008
cold weather,nice sky.prelims tmr.check out the irony very very very stressed out now.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
took taxi to sch with my sis ytd. the cab fare was $30... lolol.and the speed was same as taking MRT..haha wth right
i managed to complete my fifth design.well,still need some touching up. but yeah,at least its done. now left one last design. and prelims are here. gtg cya
andre WEE Eng Keong came back to visit us(miss hew)! together with xinli cathleen and shangyi :) shangyi has super fast hand movements that even the camera has difficulty capturing
happy teachers day to all teachers out there! had some games and stuff after the celebrations, the J1s prepared a suprise party for the art teachers. yanjie did a super huge potrait card for miss hew there was SO much food! qixuan made sushi syahidah made sphaghetti yanjie made dumplings leeyen baked cookies deborah brought cheese sausage!!! jelly,chips,donuts,cake..etc ate quite alot :p after eating,i was looking for something in the art room, i opened this locker, and i saw a plastic bag, i lift it and it was wet and leaking i looked at the sides of the locker, there were maggot like things crawling around they were huge! haha so i helped out to clean the locker we didnt open up the bag to see what was it though haha after i cleaned it casing of the maggot like thing it stinked badly. besides that,we found something else even dirtier going on in another locker...
