Tuesday,10:34pm
typing this blog post using my camp's i-net.
we get to use the computers after working hours.
yep
feeling really down lately.
nothing accomplished
just mundane daily routines.
why do they do that with NSF?
being coerced to serve
sometimes i wonder are we really serving the nation
or are we serving the regulars in camp.
they (not all of them of course) do not care about
how you feel,
how miserable you are,
how much youre missing your family and friends outside
they dont care,really
ordering us around
unable to carry things by themselves
and shouting at us when their superior comes by
to prove to them that they are doing their job
how pathetic.
what makes us less deserving than you guys?
is it because we are NSF?
is it because our rank is lower?
or are you that pathetic that you have to step on others
who are helpless
in order to boost your ego?
do we not have a family?
do we not have friends?
have we stepped on your toes?
then why the fuck are you making life difficult for us?
"concerned" you say?
thats bullshit,you and i both know.
there you are,happily booking out
going back home.
whereas we
imprisoned,
have no rights to speak.
even when the dust has settled,
you just HAVE to stir it up again
do you really understand us?
did you even TRY?
i doubt so.
dont bother though,
we dont need you in our life.
hypocrites
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