amongst the stars.

Today,we said goodbye.
to our friend,Thaddeus.

people come.
people go.
if you want to tell someone.
just a simple message.
better do it.
before it's too late.

live life to the fullest.
dont regret.
Thaddeus never did regret.
for he.has led a fulfilling life.
it may be short.
but it was more than enough.
to touch and change the lives of many.

Thank you Thaddeus.
for all the wonderful memories.
you've left with us.

I know,if we want to see you again.
you would always be up there.
among the stars.
watching over us.

and pink is hot :)

Goodbye.My friend.

Went to see Thaddeus today.
Many of my old classmates were there too.

When i saw Thaddeus lying there.
through the fine piece of glass.
He is resting.
for now.
he.
is in.
Heaven

Thaddeus never gave up in anything he did.
even when he knew that he couldn't take it anymore.
he just had to finish the race,
and he did.
the Will he had.
the Determination.
is what makes Thaddeus.
a born Champion.

Tomorrow we'll be sending Thaddeus off.
One final goodbye.
to our dearest.
pal.

Thaddeus.You'll always be with us.

was at mos burger eating...
then recieved a call from Joseph.
he told me that Thaddeus Cheong passed away this morning.
He was cycling in the morning then his heart just stopped.

Thaddeus Cheong Wing Kit.
I met him since primary 5.
and he also went to Catholic High Secondary.
As we both took the bus 58 back home,sometimes i would happen to meet him on the way.
or sometimes Joseph, him and I would take a cab home.
He is a Tri-athelete
he can Swim,Run,Cycle..anything just name it.
Now that hes gone.
its just weird.

Now im just staring at his hotmail nick.

™
It's not the will to win, but the will to prepare to win that makes the difference..

he is just 17!
why?!
why take away a life with such promising future?.

Thaddeus, if you can hear me or listen to my thoughts right now.
i would like to tell you that
you're the coolest guy
and that i've always
always
looked up to you
and i hope.
that it is a better place.
in Heaven.


heres his photos.of his marathons, tri-athalons..etc

http://tcwkit.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!6560EA6F87BA6DEA!478/cns!6560EA6F87BA6DEA!676/?owner=1

and this is what he wrote on his profile:

3 things to do in 2007:

trainin real hard for SEA games
a lil more studyin den b4 oopss
just tryin to know this girl a lil better:)nothing more. period. haha

I know you'll keep running, even in heaven

RC.retarded club

haha.guess what
i felt SO retarded.
that i went to make this group on friendster.
called RC.Retarded club.
if i happen to invite you to join.
you should be Honoured!

i even made a logo for it!

LOL.

cheers*

feeling sick. bleargh.

bah.yesterday was boring.
early in the morning go to school for Art.
do FINAL touch up for uob painting.
they say end at 12.30..but in the end drag till 2.40pm..
went to eat at pastamania after that.
and then go to bishan library.
saw my primary school classmate.
edmund=friendly guy
and also daryl, who doesnt wanna say hi.
also saw paultwohill..
haix..
catholic high..

yest night.suffered throughout the night due to indigestion sia.
today.wake up in the morning like wanna puke.
supposed to go for chinese lesson.
but feeling damn damn sick.
i hate food.

very very moody.
:(

i am what?

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

its now 10am...waiting for my PW group to come.in the school library..
SIAN.

cheers*

NARCISSISM.aka.cam whoring.

today morning.went tuition.at 9am.
after that.
went to meet sarah.we ate MOS BURGER.
then
went to sengkang library.
study.
we were extremely tempted to buy the food at the library.
but due to the price.
we managed to sorta control ourselves.
we are budget conscious people :P.

we then went to eat at KFC at around 4.40pm
then went HOME!
on my way back.
decided to get some ice milo from mc'donald.
then walk past the bball court.
saw zhiwei's bf jeff.
didnt recognise him at first.

o ya.
and when i went back.
there was a crowd.
staring at this.
monkey.
stupid monkey.i tried to feed it banana.it threatened to bite me.
dunno how to appreciate my KINDNESS.
lol
anyway.
took some photos of it

monkey God and his golden pole (ok silver pole.)





Warning: if you cant stand narcissism.pls do not scroll down.







NARCISSISM.aka.cam whoring.

due to EXTREME boredom.i took out my hp and decided to do stupid stuff.
if you cant stand it any longer.please CLOSE THIS PAGE!
:D

narcissism 1: confused


narcissism 2: erm.lol.?


narcissism 3: i use Baygon as deodourant :D


narcissism 4: dont steal my food.dont


narcissism 5: supposedly acting punk.but kinda look like i ate soemthing spicy.


OKAY.enough of cam whoring for one day.
cheers*

shrek3

happy feet poster so long still there. so we took a pic.
we were supposed to be penguins.
SUPPOSED.

we went to the Heeren.
then chantal saw a concert cd thta she liked.
since her bdae coming soon.
we chipped in to buy it for her.
it cost $59.95
:D
hope she likes it!

and i was trying to find the ATM machine to withdraw money.
asked the security guard.
then he told us POSB is right at the entrance
so me and cheryl went to find.
but all we saw was.
DBS and OCBC.
find find find.
in the end.
we realised POSB is acceptable using DBS atm.
so smart right!
haha

we went to watch shrek 3.
i tell u.
it screwed up my childhood.
i cant think of it the same way ever again.
and.
i want
snow white.
as
my
girlfriend
damn DAMN cool
:D

then we went to play pool after movie.
lol.
i suck at it.
haha.
i always get weak when playing against girls
.k la.
no more excuses.
i suck.

cheers*

MUGGING!

weeot.spent whole day at changi airport.
mugging.
with AMF.
at burger king.
i think i saw a few NYJC peeps.
but can't be bothered.

MUGGING is FUN.
try it.

poor leaf.

heh.another day at school painting.woot.
today was really not productive.
weather sucks.
cant paint properly.
maybe tmr will be better.
HEH.
k la just finding excuses.

our AEP teacher ms lye was damn funny today.
she spotted vandalism.
so she called all of us to her.
then she scolded us.
telling us to own up.
cos one of the plant's leaf was painted.
she was very fierce.
but then.
she said :" poor leaf. "
at tht moment.we were all going to burst out laughing.but dunno if she still angry.
but the moment she cooled down.Sarah had a sudden burst of spasm.LOL.she just couldnt control.

ms lye even said : ya la.so poor thing. now it can photosynthesize.

lol?!

me and me painting :)


after that went home to change and go cut hair.

on my way back from the barber.
met this cute little friend.
who was a
lazy cat who doesnt even move when im so near it.


i think this cat is damn cute when its lazy.


heh.and this is my new haircut.


i look so retard.

cheers*

holidays?. think again.

the routine for the past few days.reach school at 7.30am.
paint until 6~7pm.
what the heck.

me in the art room.


makeup artist: elvis
model: my hand


makeup artist: elvis
model: szeying

cool huh? looks damn real la.


today sucks.
i paint until so late.
then aep teacher said sunday need to come paint too.
just nice i had tuition on tht day,
i called my tuition teacher.
she say:
"mid years are coming yao khuan.
you have very little practice for math.
if you fail your exams you will have to explain to your parents yourself."

although i think she is a very good teacher.
but this is so unreasonable.
its not like i purposely want to skip her 1.5 hour tuition and go for a 12 hour art painting project.
i am damn tired waking up at 6am and end at 7pm everyday.
the least i could get is some support.
and this is how she treats me.
you may say its out of concern.
but at least let me explain right?

luckily my parents werent that unreasonable.
i love them :D
and thanks to all my AEP friends who tried to cheer me up

yep thats about it.
cheers*

damn tired after 12 hours of painting.

missing Japan..

heh.back in Singapore.


but still.
i miss japan.ALOT.
i miss the food.culture.weather.friendship which i had in Japan.
i really miss those students and people whom we met there.
i also miss the group of students from Singapore who were on the same trip as us.
had a wondeful and memorable time.
arigato.

heres our goodbye pic.


btw im sorry abt the last day.was feeling very emo as was worrying abt AEP.
stress.
real sorry if i affected u in any way.

i will upload more photos of my japan trip some other time.

splurge!

woot. sunday morning. mother gave me $150 to buy jeans.
but before i went shoppin,had to go TUITION.

went walk walk.went to 77th street to buy jeans.bought one jeans and two sunglasses.lol.

also went to X-craft to buy a ring.


1st specs.


2nd specs


after that went over to shop to buy another pair of jeans. my legs so short.they help me alter,tmr then go collect. lol sians.
after that went to swimming complex to tan.but then.i was abit too late.sun doesnt wanna shine on me.sian.waste my time.

wednesday.JAPAN.we taking singapore airlines :D
cannot bring water bottle hor.later they suspect u terrorist and shoot ur water bottle.crap im lame.

i know.. i look like housefly..


cheers*

NTU is expensive shit.

AEP went for a course at nanayang technological university NTU today.
on the way.i was really bored.


the first thing was the talk by the art teachers there.
still can survive.
then after that.we went around the campus to check things out.
wah lau man.the campus right.got damn expensive gadgets la.
their coms are like ****ing cool.and everything is like the best you can get la.
this is our AEP seniors in the library

these are the computers in the labrary


chen hong,xianmin and i taking a photo of our reflection.check out Elvis in the background sitted there.LOL

andre( my brother from the "long kang(drain)" )

NTU's filming studio.there are ALOT of professional stuff inside.

NTU's dark room~


this is their graphic design room.cool huh


lee yen.me.elvis. i had a nice nap during the talk. :D


i have NO IDEA why i was makign that expression.and xinli just HAD to capture it...


andre.me.bryan. emo kids.


people bully me! i tell teacher!



and still got other very cool expensive stuff.
on the way back, we were reading japanese phrases from some guidebook as we going japan.it had phrases such as
:"lets go to bed"
:"do you use a condom?"
:"oh my god,that was amazing!easy tiger!"
and many MANY more.shant elaborate.
cya!

*cheers

tauhui rocks.

hmm
i shall skip whatever happened during sch period.
nothing.NOTHING.important la.

yea and after school, i went to the ART room.as usual.
oh ya and my class tee shirt+ jacket is FINALLY here!
have a look.
sarah(left) is wearing the class tee shirt. lee yen(right is wearing the class sweater.and im so proud to say that i designed them :P


after that had to take photos for art coursework.
sianz.

take take take.
reject reject reject
take take take.
reject reject reject

and the cycle continues,until its time to go back home (around 6pm)
then me,sarah,lee yen and bryan went to eat chicken pie and tauhui(beancurd) again!
haha
we were talking about the stupidest stuff and anything made us laugh.bryan bit his finger whilst eating the chicken pie.amazing huh?
and sarah was happily munching away .
in total, i ate 1 curry pie and 2 bowls of tauhui(beancurd).and sarah won me.

*cheers!*

im a turtle ..

wah.lau.

its so tiring man.
i shud have went poly.

JC drains your meaning of life.

during CT period.we did some quiz on what kind animal you are when it comes to conflicts. there were shark,owl,teddy bear,fox,and turtle.
and guess what was i?


a turtle!
WTH.thats it man.im hiding in my shell forever.

anyway.after that was common lunch break,sarah,lee yen and i went out to beancurd stall.we ordered chicken pie + beancurd.
it was nice.die die must try!

tmr got geog test.
and i havent STARTED reading.
still typing this entry.
this shows.
how much.
i love.
geography!
:p


tmr class jacket and tee shirts coming.heh
cant wait.
hope nothing goes wrong.
otherwise.
my class of 24 girls.
will.
..

and hey.im one day closer to the japan trip!.damn cool. be jealous.

sayo nara?

what the hell
i cant believe im alive
MONDAY is finally over.
sht man.
for those who think Art is a relaxing and fun subject,
think again
We have to study the HISTORY of all the artists
1)descibe thier painting
2)learn about their EMO lives.like ours isnt enuff
3)analyse their painting
4)think of their intentions
5)interpretation of their work
ETC...

and other than that.
we have to hand in art pieces,PAINTED NICELY. every alternating 2~3 days.
WHAT THE HELL.

so if u happen to walk past the AEP room.
and u see anyone of us comes out.
pls see if our souls are really there.

anyway.apart from that.me,sarah,leeyen,zhiwei,bryan and marcus will be heading off to JAPAN.
on the 24th may until 3rd june
haha
what the heck.
i just wanna go away from Singapore.
and the Cold and Brutal world of AEP.
sayo nara!

hypochondria

hey.
apparently.i've been feeling very emo. lol
so sorry ar. spoil u guys' mood
feeling so not confident of myself.
im like still affected by that comments which my seniors said i looked like daisuke.
im one who is EaSiLy affected by other people's comment.

i can't stand it ler. people keep saying i look like this, look like that.
i dont wanna look like anything else other than myself. so stop comparing can.
its irritating.

and what the heck happened to my hair.last time my hair so straight de


then now ended up like this.


people(especially one) keep saying my hair like maggi mee.WTF.dont bloody compare me with some food can??.

i was SO bored that i went to buy hair dye.and went to play with it myself.

i dont wanna be ugly :(

feeling

PARANOID.


must be because of AEP la.what critique session.
im dead la.

Thank God It's Friday.

wah finally its the end of this week. today was though man.
especially when it was time for econs lesson.
you know why?
cos i got 3/20.
my friends got 2,3,4,5..i think if u add us all up its still a fail.
anyway,our econs teacher,was scolding us like nobody's business.
then she said "whats the point of looking at me,giving me that sorry look?"
she kept on scolding us. :(
then she even told us to write her a letter on why we should continue to take h1 econs.
shes angry for a few reasons: 1)we scored badly
2)People never come for her lesson
3)we did not join the other class when she was on MC

but hey.i wanted to go join the class de, but the econs rep said that if we all not going she will msg the econs teacher to go through the test the next lesson.and furthermore,i couldnt find which class they were in.
but don't worry, i'll buckle up :D

after school, feeling so emo.
so i met up with my classmate to go watch spiderman3.
then i saw this guy/girl/dunno la
he had blonde hair, it was bombarded and permed.he was around 1.8~1.9m tall.
had broad shoulders.he wore a pink tight fitting girl's shirt and hot pants.
he had make-up on and
and
he
HAD.
BOOBS TRANSPLANT.LOL damn!
u could see when he went up the escalator,everyone on the escalator was giggling away.that includes me of course.

anyway it was just sick.really.

i went to buy some thing from 77th street


we watched spiderman3 from 9.30pm till like 12pm.
luckily i made it for the last train back to pasir ris :)
so sleepy ler.haha
this is me back home in the lift.so tired.

cya.and cheers*

yay we won something.finally.

today is cool as the results for the ARMY poster design competition results are out!

heres the description:
The ARMS Student Art Competition, open to all Secondary Schools, Junior Colleges, Polytechnics and Institutes of Technical Education, the Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts and LaSalle College of the Arts, was held from 1 Jan to 31 Mar 07. A total of 432 entries from 42 schools and institutions were received.

and guess what.nanyang JC got 4 entries won.HA,beat that!
hmm.enough of crapping.heres the pics.

Andre's entry


Sarah's entry


Xinli's Entry


Mine :P


and we won $500 each, BUT. 40% of the winnings go to the school. thus we have $300 each. but thats not bad too la. HAHA.
my first time winning something.
lol.

wanna see the other winners? heres the url:
http://www.mindef.gov.sg/imindef/mindef_websites/atozlistings/army/microsites/armymuseum/Events/Art_Winners.html

and i dunno why they went to put my name under National Junior College.
make me a betrayer. EVIL sia.

and today i went to watch 'Othello' with the lit students.and the play was damn cool.it was entertaining :D . HOWEVER.i didnt really catch the words. too chim.
it went like " blah blah blah thy, thou , something.. then blah blah blah"
really couldnt catch what they were saying. but i think that is what makes the play sophisticated. shant probe.

haha so happy.

($_$)

*cheers!