paper roses

today,YAO KHUAN is gonna teach you how to make paper roses.lol!
get these materials ready,construction paper,scissors,and wrapped wire which u can get form popular

step 1,cut the coloured paper into a strip like this

ok,now fasten oen end of the paper strip with the wire,u can do so by rolling the tip of the paper,then twist the wire to fasten it

wrap the paper round the wire tight to form the structure first


then u keep coiling and twisting the paper round the wire,doesnt have to be systematic,and make sure one of ur hand is holding on tightly while the other hand twist the paper strip


after ure done,poke the wire through the end of the paper strip,then fasten it.you would then get something like this


you can try out different colours,depending on who you wanna give


and lastly,do a few more then twist them together.
TA DAAA



hahas,cya.have fun.
and keep trying
cheers

character drawing

k im finally done with the character.
hahars
let me show u through my process..
first,use a mechanical pencil and draw.duh

kk,thats nonsense.
draw the basic structure of your character,get the proportions and posture right.
then the clothes

when ure done,u SHOULD get smth like this


after which,u can start using watercolour or any medium u prefer to colour.


next,use a black pen to outline those areas covered by the watercolour paint


u might screw up like i did,but fret not,u can always cut the figure out and salvage the painting.


and this is my final piece which i would be submitting. heh



cya.cheers*

:)

my 105th blog post. sometimes i wonder does my life even have so many things worth to blog about.

hahas.

well,today went to watch Enchanted
well,it was alright to me,maybe because after i watched stardust not long ago
the movie was rather predictable though..
hahas

theres no such thing as happily ever after in reality..thats true,but its nice to have something to dream about though.something that keeps you going.

just like promises,to me,they are like mini dreams yet to be fufilled.
but it is what keeps me going..
but when promises are broken,it does hurt makes me feel sad,just like how dreams are shattered..

even still,i know i have to move on
because time won't be waiting for me
i have to move on


moving on,i spent like 1 hour plus on facebook..drawing something with a mouse.lol,and i sent to all my facebook friends.hahas.

i was really bored.

art friend

woke up arnd 9am
then ,ALONE
went over to ArtFriend at bugis to get some paints and stuff today.
bought a whole range of acrylic colours :D

and art materials a friggin expensive..total was $143
no wonder most artists end up so poor
,so next time u see me on the street begging dont be suprised heh :p

on my way back at pasir ris station met jingjing,is this spelt correctly?cant remember,but i only know she can blink her eyes real fast.
haha we both asked each other how come ure here?

well..i live in pasir ris lol


trying to act cute,but just cant make it.


math tuition tmr...ahhh...
cya people..

holidays

planning to go Art Friend to get some art materials tmr...gotta get started sia...
wow..having BBQ on the 15th and 17th dec,im gonna die of fatness.

anyways..im horribly bored at home.
hahas

its like waiting for nothing to happen.
crap.what a waste of time.

i like this game alot
actually i like all kinds of RPG,yep,maple is included.haha

heres a screenshot.
the only thing i cant stand about this game is that i keep getting disconnected.

and i just got a haircut.
it took less than 10mins,and you can see it for yourself.



btw,i looking for something to do this christmas.im very very bored.
hahas.anything really.

anti drug :D

wee..anti drugs poster results are out!
FIRST=$650
SECOND=$450
THIRD=$350
MERIT=$100



i got bronze! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha,wanna thanks Ben for being the model and Edric for helping me with the caption. haha :D

o.o

well, its the start of the holidays.
here smth i've been playing.
its called 2moons.


its a MMORPG game. yep.
good things abt it:
-nice graphics.
-cool equipments
-interesting skills
-massive online game
-pretty/good looking characters
-many different maps to explore
-3D view
-they don't censore vulgar :)

well..for the bad things:
-fcked up people in the game who just pisses me off
-lagness which occur sometimes.okay,alot of times
-annoying sister which always wanna use the com at the wrong timing.

here are some screen shots :0




went to changi airport to help out at my father's stall today.
met dorcas there.
had a little chat.
but somehow, all that i remember was that she said i looked fatter.
that bugged me the entire day.
still is now.

i went back and weighed myself,but i didnt gain any weight.
im feeling damn paranoid now.

thanks dorcas.

art pro..

pro...

evolution

haha check these both out

watch this first


then watch this one

random post

k, some random stuff i read.
Nearing the end of a job interview, the Human Resources Manager asked a fresh grad, "What starting salary are you looking at?"

The fresh grad said, "In the neighbourhood of $100,000 a year, depending on the benefits package."

The interviewer said, "Well, what would you say to a package of 6 weeks annual leave, full medical and dental benefits, company matching retirement fund to 50% of salary, and a company car, let's say, a red Porsche?"

The fresh grad sat up straight and said, "Wow! Are you kidding?"

The HR Manager replied, "Yeah, but you started it."

lol retarded.

let out.

Warning : This post is abit expressive and contains colourful language, Viewer's Discretion Advised

alright, let me begin.
hello there you fcking bitch,i've been putting up with you for a bloody hell long time now. now that theres nothing stopping me, i wont give a damn abt ur feelings.

i cannot stand you. from the start of day one, you've already been on my nerves. with your unsensitive comments and attitude problems, who the fck do you think you are?

do you know how many people cannot stand you? of course you don't. because if you did know, you'll most probably have committed suicide.

other "friends" of yours discriminate you. but i thought, hey shes quite pitiful, so i did not discriminate you as well. i thought you would learn and appreciate my efforts.

but no, you continue with your bloody hell the-world-revolves-around-me attitude, really, i dont need your concern ,you bitch

everything i do you MUST interfere, even when im talkng to others you must add your comments. hey shut up will you?

now that you're leaving, im so bloody happy. YES, you shud noe who is it by now, if you're currently reading this post. good for you.

i hope that you do not continue with your fcked up attitude when you move on with life. cos im sure you'll not be that lucky to have considerate people who are sensitive enough to put up with your bitchy attitude.

get lost please. faster the better. i shall do you one last favour by not revealing your name. be thankful.

Come closer

Do you see the pain
reflected upon a mirror
which never shows
my true self

I need someone
someone who can listen
to my words left unspoken
i cry out loud
but theres no sound

May time come in between us
we shall never part
only in dreams
shall that exist

all i hope now
for you to turn back
and acknowledge
my presence

for that is all
which matters
to me now


Come closer

random thought

woah...last night...became super emo...
almost cannot breathe..
and i even stared at a bottle of orange juice for 15 mins straight..

felt darn useless..
had a chat with ed online, cleared out some of my thoughts..
my fren told me "dont think too much"
trying not to..

got kinda scared..dunno why...just had to talk to somebody,but no one was there.
then got all paranoid.
felt much better after sleeping..
i think maybe cos math tuition was weighing me down..



i know this feeling will come back again..should i supress it..or just release it..im confused :(
i really got to find a job soon.




otherwise i think i will go mad.

help

doing nothing useful lately.
anyone have part time jobs for me?

waiter or smth.

im feeling bloody useless..
need distractions


need job
need money

AEP dinner

AEP dinner clashed with elbarrio's meeting. sigh*

anyway

AEP students agreed to meet at 5:30pm at orchard MRT. k,i tot sure got ppl late de. turns out im one of the latest. WHY ALL SO EARLY?!

anyway.we headed to Fish&Co at the paragon area, but it had no space for 16 people,luckily, the staff there arranged for us at wheelock place. so we walked all the way there and had our seats.

the food was quite alright. then we spoke in chinese to say that we were going to buy lucie a cake cos she didnt understand chinese. lol!

bought her this heart shaped chocolate mocha cake and sang her a birthday song in the restuarant like nobody's business. saw some other teenagers clapped along too

then elvis couldnt resist and had to cake lucie's face. however lucie fought back and elvis was dirtier.


then we went to walk around. the girls spent a LONGGG time in the toilet, cos they were cam whoring inside. cant say bad things abt them cos i cam whore too. LoL




we wanted to go play pool,but went wrong place,so ended up at Gelare.
after having some ice cream.
we all went back home.



i watched starship troopers 2 until the end.everything was quite okay until the ending. it has the worst endings i've ever seen in movies. really. it sucks bigger than big time.

haha
thats all.




cheers ;)

wasp sting

haha..saw a wasp ytd night..flying around..
my father wanted to kill it but i thought ,let it live la..it just wants to find a way out.

but it just had to change my mind.
then when i was sleeping, around 6+am, i got up as the fan was too strong,so i lowered it and then i saw my bolster on the ground, so i picked it up and HUGGED it then i pulled my blanket over myself.

bingo.
i hit the jackpot

it hurts, but my dad told me its okay as he got stung many times before when he was young.unless got allergic reactions lo...
he village boy arh..so i trust him la.

lol...its pain but i must BE a MAN!!
LOLOL

cam whoring :D

diarrhoea<< correct spelling?

wah seh,had a bad day on saturday. vomit+diarrhoea.
my legs went all weak.
and felt damn cold.

my mom gave me drank this herbal soup,which was salty and erm bitter.
she said it helps induces vomit.
great,just what i needed. more vomit.

but felt much better the next day.

i think it was food indigestion.


haha.went for haircut.

halloe

hahas,just felt like saying hi to everyone


LOL

happy halloween *i still don't know when was it*

hi :D

1 November 2007

1 November 2007

day of Oral Presentation.
hahaha the presentation went alright..
just that the Q&A part dunno what to say.
so overall
screwed.

anyways.
went out with Benjamin and Nicole.
bought 7.15 tickets to Stardust at The Cathay.
we then ate at some restaurant in the basement level,not bad leh :D
its called indulgence or smth
then we walked all the way to taka for some isetan sale.
haha,funny experience which i wont elaborate.

then when we were done, we wanted to take bus back to The Cathay.
although there were many buses that we can take, all of them were fully packed.
but we manage to get on one.

when we got to the cinema,it was already 7:20, then nicole and ben were buying some set at the counter. had some problems which took quite long.
the cashier was very attitude to us.
thus, i shall not be bothered about covering her up in my blog
here's her name : Atiqah Omar






stardust was a verrrrrrry nice movie :D
it was damn funny! I LIKE.

lol,then after that,we walked around the shops there.
we went to "butt cheeks" a beachwear shop. the owner of the shop very friendly :D
then also went to a few other shops around there.

HMM.thats abt it.

*cheers

anti drug

AEP have to join this anti drug art competition..

was too lazy to go take new photos

so i re used one of my PW photo and came up with this.

took 3 hours to just draw it out, and 6 hours to paint..



still working on it.need refinement.

come what may

It doesnt matter if you don't understand what im saying.
but i just wanted to share this post with someone,
someone who would listen



my life of JC1 in NYJC has been hectic, confusing and ever changing.

through these times, i have met new friends, learnt new experiences.
some of them were much more painful than i thought.
but it is through these painful experiences where i learnt that life isn't as perfect as i thought.

when i first came into my new class of 0728,i was still reading through the name list posted on the notice board. and when i found out my whole class had 24 girls while theres only me and another guy,i was dumbfounded. afterall,being in an all boys school for 10 years, now its like a girl's school.

even still, i've learnt to adapt to it.

just when i thought i had everything going smoothly, another incident happened, which was the passing away of a friend, even though we werent that close, but somehow his death seems to have brought everyone closer together.

it took me some time to move on with life.

then again, when i heard that an ex art teacher which i didnt know well pass away a few weeks after his, i realized that i was already numbed to those feelings.

during these times, it was hard. as it was also when i realised that i was one step too late to being with the one i liked. I felt that she was the only one who was able to understand me, and i really enjoyed the times when we were together.

i know i still have to face it.

the first cut is the deepest as they would say. and yes i agree.
but as the wound heals, i know i will pull through.

yes,i have many regrets, i wished i could turn back time, to salvage the things that i've done and words that ive spoken. its impossible though.


I felt that the first year of my JC life has been the most dramatic shift in my life.it was the toughest one, yet.




Some of my classmates are not intending to stay in JC. and i would like to wish them all the best in whichever path they choose.









i wonder what is going to happen in the near future.
even still,
come what may

-.-

im so sleepy...tmr got chinese A lvl..hand in I&R...do art poster...OP presentation..omg..and i almost lost my entry proof..luckily i found it..
thank you Lord.

and thanks edric for helping me COUNT the number of words in my I&R cos my com just reformat and doesnt have microsoft word. THANKS.

and also samantha for reminding me to bring entry proof.almost forgot.

JC life

result slip


wtf,45 for art. first in my life .

AEP students went to temasek JC today.viewed their art exhibition. ya, quite impressive. no mood.

tmr still need to go HCI and NJC.

give me a break la.

dota

was playing a few games of dota with some online friends.happen to met some new people.
and i thought,
yeah,they're cool.

but i happen to have made a mistake,causing him to "die"..
yeah..and he flared up..i know it was my fault.

im sorry,but if friendship is determind upon how well u play in a game,i rather nt make friends.

Happy birthday mum :D

heh,oct 19 was my mother's birthday.
went out to buy her flowers and cake.
well,my sis told me to buy a strawberry cake,which was very red,had cream on top and..ya..
so this was what i bought.
it fits the description she gave me but it wasnt the right one.
well it was nt bad anyways.



flowers...


i made my mom a paper rose..yea..




today,went to tampines to swim.ok..i cant swim..practice swimming
so ya.
went there
practice and practice until got so tired...
so decided to get a tan.
i actually fell asleep while tanning,but it was just for 15mins..haha

there was this guy,who kept pretending to read a newspaper,but kept staring at me..
then whenever i sat up to apply sun tan oil,he would put his newspaper aside and just LOOK at me. what the?

then when everyone left,he still stay there,until when i left,i entered the changing room,then he came in.
and whats worse..he went to strip totally naked and kept standing like 2~3m away from me..i kept looking down but dunno why he just kept facing me..
i faster packed my stuff and went out of the swimming complex.lol

redness



haha.tann until become liddat..

i feel like a crab..

go away la

hey,you probably won't know who im talking about.

that one person.i just want to tell you,to get a life,and stop interferring with mine. i don't need your concern,and neither do i need you to tell me what i should do.

if you are so free,go find someone else to bother,im not going to entertain you.
you are such a annoying little bitch :)

wth

woke up at 5am,couldnt sleep.
so i decided to do my project work early.
i went to take a bath,then headed to the com.
when i was searching with the web,my mom woke up,the first thing she did was to scold me for not turning off the living room lights.i told her that my bro turned it on,and she still scold me.wth

then i was searching for images on the com and my page was at www.google.com
she walked into the room,pretended to look for smth,took my brother's clothes and took it out of the room to ask my maid to wash.
hey mom,what the hell u think i am,i fool? obviously u think im playing right? dammit

whats more,abt a few minutes after that,i caught her peeping through the door trying to see what i was doing.

you don't even trust ur own fcking son?!
if your own mother don't even trust you that you are doing your work,what can i expect from anyone else?

and she still come and scold me why i see her come into the room i so nervous
hey,all i did was to look at you seeing what you wanted to say to me and you had to scold me?

i am really bloody stressed now and the LEAST you could have done was to show some parental support,and not accuse me of things i've not done

its not that i don't love my mom,its just these things she does that constantly makes me doubt anyone trust me anymore.

die? or die?

my results are out..

H2 math : 38/100 (when i actually have tuition...)
H2 geog : 53/100
H2 Art : 42/100
H1 econs : 58/100
H1 GP : 55/100
H1 chin : 51/100

crap la...
i still havent met the criteria of two H2 and one H1 passes la...
wth man..

HOW?

and which idiot suggested having Open House on the same day as results..






nw have to wait for overall marks..I CANNOT AFFORD TO RETAIN LA.

tired

yesterday
Went to cineleisure with ben and nicole.
played two rounds of pool
then we took a walk around suntec,esplanade,clarke quay

i really thank them for that,thank them for bringing me out of this shell
i've been hiding in throught my life.for letting me know:
"Hey there ARE people who cares"

i know i was suppose to be happy
but my mind just refused to smile

as friday we will be the results for promotional exams.
i know people say "whats done is done"
but a sudden fear came to me
"what if i don't make it through,how would my parents feel? my brother,my sister did not do so well for their exams.now it all comes to me."

my parents aren't young anymore,how long will they be able to sustain?
i've seen signs,telling me that time is running out.

people told me: "don't think too much"
but there are things which i just can't.

please let it stop








don't worry,this isn't a suicide note
im just really tired.

NYJC open house.

NYJC open house 12 oct
friday

2pm onwards i think.
lol.


must come

or else
may u get soaking wet by a car driving past

K LA,I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING WORSE. happy!?

come u moron.

yes you.

the one reading this.

don't look around,its you

this friday

OKAY

stop looking around u moron.

i said its you.

The End

exams finally over.

but,AEP never ends.

1: NYJC open house
2: japan trip presentation
3: anti drug poster competition

4:Project work
5:h1 chinese A'lvl

haha.but that aint gonna stop me from having fun. =D

but there is something which is
bugging
me
real
bad


$$$

panic

haha..overslept.
woke up at 10.30am..
planned to wake up at 6am.
but i slept at 5am.
lol

so didn't go according to plan. dammit.

today's wed..
left thursday and friday then no more exams..haix...rushing out paintings like mad
stayed in sch from 1pm till 7pm..painting...and all i did was these two..AHHH TOO SLOW!!!




how??!!

....

today afternoon was art theory test (yes,art aint at easy)

had SECTION A (choose 1) SECTION B(choose 1) and SECTION C (compulsory)
a total of 9 essay questions,each worth 10 marks.to be done in 3hours.

what was my reaction? go figure


started painted this from like ,8.30pm?


until now which is around 4 am.
yes.
that long.

i havent eaten or slept.
i went to look at the mirror,my face was pale white.and it still is as i type.

the painted parts will be cropped out,so don't bother about those ugly outlines.
for now.need to rest.


lol.nite.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

im going nuts. LALALALALALALA
exams shall end this FRIDAY.
mark this very day on your calenders people.
for this very day
the 5TH OF OCTOBER.
5:30PM

the world
shall change
like never before!!!
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHEHEHEHEHHEHHOHOOHHOHO!!@!#@$##@$@!$^%&^t%u^%&*&)(&*
...okay at least mine will..

haha

FACT #1


An Indian discovered that nobody can create a FOLDER anywhere on the computer which can be named as 'CON'. This is something pretty cool...and unbelievable... At Microsoft the whole Team, couldn't answer why this happened!
TRY IT NOW, IT WILL NOT CREATE 'CON ' FOLDER



FACT #2


For those of you using Windows, do the following:
1.) Open an empty notepad file 2.) Type 'Bush hid the facts' (without the quotes) 3.) Save it as whatever you want. 4.) Close it, and re-open it.
Is it just a really weird bug? :-??



FACT #3


This is something pretty and neat....and unbelievable... At Microsoft the whole Team, including Bill Gates, couldn't answer why this happened!It was discovered by a Brazilian. Try it out yourself...
Open Microsoft Word and type =rand (200, 99)
And then press ENTER Then see the magic.............................


i got this from http://www.i-fell-down.blogspot.com/ .found it really interesting..WELL TO ME IT WAS.

try it