Thursday.

went sch in the morning,cos miss hew going thru art essay
then after that,i stayed in the art room to mug for art theory test
until later in the afternoon
went out to bugis with Ben to catch Step Up 2
kae.the storyline is quite cheesy
but the dance moves were fcking cool.
went to Fish&Co with him for dinner
chatted for quite some time,cos they took so long to deliver the food

but it was worth the wait,cos the food was nice :D
ben was saying that taking handphone photos was bimbotic
lol,we retook so many times until it really felt bimbotic

took MRT back after tt
thanks ben :)


thats for today.its now 10:20pm.i gained weight sia.
die la.
must watch what i eat now!

Wednesday

hmm.
today was kinda busy
woke up.
recieved a call from mummy
i had to go to the stall to help out
cos short of workers.
there goes my wednesday
hahaha,im filial okay...

anyways.
i asked my mom,she said i looked fatter,
thus i went jogging the moment i came back home.
haha

tmr have to go school ,teacher going thru art essay.
and my art THEORY test is next friday!
we are the last group of students
to finish block test
great isnt it..cb


:D
cya and cheers!
oh and btw,
hope you like my new blogskin
i spent long time transfering all the data and links kae.

98.7FM

kae.today's paper sucked.
end of story.




aniw,was at sch library...listening to 98.7FM
they had this scramble game..the prize was sara bareilles gift pack.
and i liked her song,which is kinda obvious>>

they gave the alphabets,and u have to guess the artist/band name
so Desiree said " A,N,E,E,E,L,L,I,D,B

so i copied it down
then i was so bored.
so i went to solve it
i wrote B,E,...then i thought...the only name that could have so many vowels was BELINDA..
so i cancelled out all the letters.and was left with E,L,E
and using common sense,it spells LEE
so i text in to 98.7FM ,BELINDA LEE
she hasnt even gave the second clue,which was "local artist"
so i continued with my studying


then...arnd 7 minutes later
someone called my HP
i picked up
and ya,it was her from the studio
she told me i won the sara bareilles gift pack


lmao.
what a funny experience.

monday,17th march ,chocolate list :D

i know what i want,im not getting it
and that makes me sad
simple as that



aniw,happy birthday ZIMU,happy birthday EDRIC
and whoever i missed out
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.



i just finished one whole bar of chocolate.
cos i was feeling sad.
now i feel much better

btw
tell me what is your personal favourite choice of chocolate kae?
im really interested to noe :D
i noe its random, but i like

CHOCOLATE list :D
Name: type of Chocolate he/she ♥
Nicole : DARK CHOCS! BETTER BE BITTER 80% AND ABOVE! :p
Benjamin : Snickers original
yao khuan : ritter sport-rum and raisins
sarah choo : green tea chocolate,bitter chocolate from ROYCE
lee yen : kinder bueno
cheryl chihuahua : Mars bars
edric : Emo: Milk chocolate, Happy: Orange Chocolate, Chatty: Dark chocolate, Hungry: White Chocolates

:(

Yao khuan is a really really sad boy today
and theres a reason why
which i won't be telling you
nope
not today,
not today..

rarh

Tuition in da morning....
3 hours!
9am till 12noon

must finish up revision
tmr is exams.
block test
woots
rarh
too blessed to be stressed

i shall put this fake smile on my face even when im crying inside
cos at least i know that others won't be sad cos of me

k i gotta admit.
im so fcking stressed right now
so please don't ask me why i look so sad when u see me kae.
i will be alright
just these two days
monday and tuesday.
kae...

dont even look at me.
cos i will just spoil ur mood
:)

:)

we ARE standing on solid rock,not the sinking sand
we shall NOT be shaken
and our future is painted
victory is here

dont be a "see saw" :D

BELIEVES affects how you THINK,
how you THINK affects how you FEEL,
how you FEEL affects how you LIVE.

its as simple as that

saturday

people say im metrosexual...
i disagree :P


going out now..
cya

Running The Full Distance: Thaddeus Cheong

woke up this morning.ready to go get prepared for going out
if you knew me.i do not usually like reading newspapers.
but somehow.i took up the stack of newspaper that was on the floor
and i started to flip the pages.
there was the article on Thaddeus
when i saw it,my heart felt very heavy
and being such an emotional person.
i cried.i know that you're still with us

oh oh,his birthday coming soon too :D
24 march!
im sure God will get you a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIGGGGGGGGG birthday cake !
and don't worry,we will all be celebrating with you kae!
I don't want too big slice,i scared i grow fatter.haha

oh oh,and
there will be a book published,written by his aunt,Dr Belinda Wee
titled, Running The Full Distance: Thaddeus Cheong

the book cost $14 and the proceeds from the sale will go to a fund to build a church for the indigenous people in sarawak :D

Thaddeus, I promise that i will never forget you de kae :D
woot ure turning 18 soon too !
lets go clubbing alright!

friday, march 14

tuition in the morning....
rarh.
so much things left to study
HOW.
later fail block test
they retain me.
haix.

met ben and friends to do some stuff
yeap
thats all

thanks everybody for ur birthday wishes :D
it means alot to me :)

my 18th birthday

woke up at 7:06am today
so late le la!
got econs lesson at 8am.
so,
i rushed out of house and rannn to the bus stop
just in time to catch the bus
when i reached sch,teacher havent come
haha went to school's library after that.
asked permission from the librarians cos i wasnt in proper attire
lol they talk so much before letting me off
HAIYO.aniw,printed my notes and revision stuff b4 going back

at white sands,i went to by kfc meal
then when i was abt to go back,there was a downpour
raining like mad...
but i still dont care,just use my umbrella and walk home
in the end?
my shoes was completely soaked.
but nvm la,let my maid wash lo..

hahas
time to go bathe and study ler.
not going anywhere today
lol what a way to spend my 18th birthday right.
edric,at least u got chicken rice.
im starving right now :(

and im expecting to have a bdae cake tonight.
lol.my parents never fail to get one de.haha

new haircut

:)

im finally 18!
haha.ill try to remember all the names,if i forgot dun be mad at me okay!
hahaha


thanks MOM and DAD! love you peeps
thanks ben! thanks for trying .lmao :D
thanks freya! :D
thanks NICOLE! heehee
thanks eleen! (econs class de) did i spell correctly?
thanks lee yen
thanks sarah choo
thanks szeying!
thanks dina!
thanks cheryl! yes im old.hahaha
thanks jedidah! ,recieved ur msgs :D
thanks theo! :D
thanks chantal! k i wont drink
thanks angeline!
Thanks diyana!
thanks yining
thanks qarissa !
thanks liying! my boo.
thanks liying's brother
thanks sister! for ur branded cologne hahaha :D
thanks Edric !!! :D he sent me the msg exactly at 12midnight!
thanks Deborah!
thanks Syahidah! and yes. i will stay metrosexual.lmao!
thanks nina!
thanks miang lin ! childhood friend :D
thanks zhe rui
thanks zeyi! :D
thanks Joseph! i forced him to say happy birthday to me LMAO!
thanks eryu!
thanks brother! my kor actually called me when he is in army.hahaha im so touched!
thanks eunice!
thanks cindy!
thanks jing!
thanks Siraphob Ruedeeniyomvuth! lol hippo birdae.
thanks ling!
thanks lucie!
thanks xinli!
thanks hasanah
thanks zhiwei
thanks avril
thanks Ella



stayed home today.except to go out for haircut
but no worries.im happy :D
recieving msgs online and on hp wishing me happy bdae
is enuff to make me happy :)

im legal woot!
so many things i wanna do and buy.
hahaha

U KNOW WHAT I MEAN :)

BIRTHDAY CAKE! :D

18th Birthday part I

lmao.
ben had some difficulties so couldnt make it
haha
i very touched by the fact that he quarreled with his dad in trying to come
lol,what the heck am i thinking.lmao

nvm la.
another day then go clubbing ba

thanks edric! recieved ur msg exactly at 12 midnight hahaha

thanks liying! my boo (she sent me this card leh.im so touched la.from malaysia summore :D )

heres e card.haha
and her brother too :D haha thanks

oh my sis got me this cologne from DKNY
she say very expensive.
lol
it looks like the bomb used by green goblin tho.hahaha

thanks jie :D

thanks ben,its okay de,haha
thanks :D


and my econs teacher sent a msg to all of us.reminding us tht there is econs lesson tmr morning. and she was like the 3rd message i recieved after 12.false alarm.lol

...

hahas,dont think i'll be going clubbing tonight after all.
nvm
maybe i'll dream of myself clubbing
haha
my prayer wasn't heard.
lmao


good night

clubbing?

afternoon went to buy new shoes.
cos my old converse shoes has a hole as the soles has been frictioned off.
and rainy weather means water getting in
and that sucks big time

went to tampines
lucky converse having a sale
manage to buy a pair for $30
usual price is arnd $60~80

:D






its 8pm now.
im actually ready to go clubbing already
have to wait for ben to see if he can make it.
cos hes got some stuff to do.


wonder if i will get to go clubbing today
haha.

i pray hard

facebook has many interesting quizzes.
some of them very accurate.
hmm
this is one i took recently.
tell me if u think it is true about me
haha
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who will always cheer them up and help them out.

heres another one abt my birthday de.
but i dont find it rather accurate tho
Lucky Color: Emerald
Personality Strengths: Care, Wit
Personality Weakness(es): Over-confidence
Successful Career Path: Business
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: adventurous, enterprising

Description:
A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!


oh,and show u smth i saw on Robin's blog
its so cool.
must try it out ok.





still dunno if im going clubbing today or tmr.
rarh.

turning 18 babe

had tuition in the afternoon.
rain whole day
so i felt so moody
thus my dressing was equally as moody.
loL.no la,fact is i wear black like almost all the time


i really want go clubbing tmr night.
ENTER DA CLUB at 12 midnight.
so im official.
rarh

but havent plan time yet.
hahaha

i still remember that we mentioned to go clubbing on my birthday with ben and nicole
like,last year while we were mugging for promos.
now its so near.
wonder if it will come true annot.
haha.

but im still very excited
as its the very first birthday that im really looking forward to

thanks bryan for sending me the photo
heres the photo i took with my LONGKANG BROTHER :D!!! (botak)
hes in army now! so proud of him,all grown up now LMAO
hahaha I REALLY MISS HIM AND HIS DUMB ACCENT.

my face is so much larger than his.
must lose weight sia.

lol

;)

An artist asked the gallery owner if there had been any interest in his paintings on display at that time.

I have good news and bad news," the owner replied. "The good news is that a gentleman inquired about your work and wondered if it would appreciate in value after your death. When I told him it would, he bought all 15 of your paintings."

"That's wonderful!" the artist exclaimed. "What's the bad news?"

"The guy was your doctor"









yes i dont deny the fact that i too have the impression that my works will be valued only after i die. but money is not the reason i want to do art.its want i want to achieve,and its smth money cant buy :)

MONDAY.

.....


right now,
u must be thinking
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YAO KHUAN???!
im just really bored okay
by books and notes.
and revision excercises.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


dont ask me what was i thinking.
cos i really don't noe.

aniw,studying at macdonalds didnt work,cos so many kids so noisy.
and there was this pregnant lady,going from table to table,collecting reciepts left on the tables.
i kept staring at her.
weird la.

back home.
gonna lock myself in my room and mug.
rarh
oh i finished one more design for my art fashion design coursework.
its okay standard for me.
high quality doodle is what i would call it

meet a very VERY cool friend of mine
we met on facebook de
and got along VERI well online
hahaha
from Malaysia
she is very CUTE
:D we chat onlne like almost everyday
hahahahaha

NG LIYING :D
i call her Zitian cos she likes purple and sweets


hahaha CYA
:D :D :D :D :D :D

mug mug mug

going out to white sands's macdonald to mug. ALONE
really can't stay at home
too many temptations.
like what im doing now.
blogging

haha bye.
:D

...

was doing math homework.
then i suddenly stopped to think.
why do i feel so insecure about my looks.
then i recalled.
how fat i was back then.
how i hated to look at myself in the mirror
how i hated to have people mentioning that i have to lose weight
how i hated that even my own parents said i was fat
how i hated taf club during secondary school
how i hated myself

this insecurity,i know its still lurking somewhere in my mind
it refuses to go
and still haunts me every now and then

but then.
theres still one that will love me
no matter what i look like
no matter what i become
no matter how others may judge me
theres only one that will never change
that is God above
and thats all i need to know

:)

oh btw,society,fuck you

sunday

woot.tuition this morning.
GOT TO GO STUDY.
stop wasting time,
yes yao khuan
stop wasting time
and rachel from aep, u suck.

reaching 18 soon.
this thursday.
rawr

oh and congrats to liying for passing her driving theory test!
jiayou worh,wiuwit :D

:)

IT IS BELIEVED THAT BEER CONTAINS FEMALE HORMONES,BY DRINKING ENOUGH BEER,MEN TURN INTO WOMEN. TO TEST THE THEORY, 100 MEN DRANK EIGHT PINTS OF BEER EACH WITHIN AN HOUR. IT WAS THEN OBSERVED THAT 100 % OF THE TEST SUBJECTS..
1)ARGUED OVER NOTHING
2)REFUSED TO APOLOGISE
3)GAINED WEIGHT
4)TALKED EXCESSIVELY WITHOUT MAKING SENSE
5)BECAME OVERLY EMOTIONAL
6)COULDN'T DRIVE
7)FAILED TO THINK RATIONALLY
8)HAD TO SIT DOWN WHILE URINATING

NO FURTHER TESTING WAS NECESSARY

saw this on a magazine.
found it rather amusing.
well at least for myself :)

sat 8th march

went for a jog.
almost got knocked down by a van
cb uncle,its green light for people to walk he still never slow down.

and if you've got a problem with me say it straight in my face,dont talk behind my back. thanks

aniw,it doesnt matter what you say abt me and what i do,cos i know that you're no better off.

cya :)

happy belated birthday pearly yeo

my own lightbox

woke up this morning.then i was pondering on how troublesome it was to have to go to the art room in school just to use the lightbox for tracing.
so.........i decided to make my own "lightbox"
i went to find two chairs, twisted my table lamp,took out a piece of glass from the book shelf. and there,i got myself a "Light box"
haha

its better than the one in school lo



now i dont have to go to school just to trace photos :D

Friday,7th March 2008

today was the release of A level's results.
lessons ended at 1:30pm
and Elvis was struggling to stay awake throughout the econs lesson.lol

went to art room to do some art work as we had to hand in 5 A2 size prep boards with our works that we've done.
i only managed to fill up 4 out of 5 boards,and had quite a number of photos.

then at 2:15pm.we went to gather in the hall,the J2s and last year's batch
they started reading out the distinctions,started from 3,to 4,5,6 and top scorers.
haha.aep got two seniors were among them. and the batch had 100% A
bet the 3 AEP teachers were so happy
guess its time for us current batch to live up the standard

took a pic with my longkang brother,andre,haha he botak,
but nxt yr my turn ler :(

after that,we headed to our CT venues to collect our A lvl chinese results.
i wasnt anxious nor excited abt it at all. all i was thinking about was to go canteen and eat.lol. i got a B for chinese.
i wasnt feeling emo,dunno why so many people asked me whether i was alright.
its just the look i give when im hungry hahaha

aniw
stayed in school to finish up the prep boards,and did maths plus A BIT of geography :)

then went back with ben after his level camp ended.
yup thats all for today

cya

wednesday 5th march

woke up at 5am.cos brother had to go back army.and i had to use the bathroom,cos he always take so long and make me late.
I WAS SO TIRED LA.
stoning throughout the whole bus ride to school
haha

luckily
today's lessons ended quite fast.
gathered at art room at 2:45pm then we headed to NUS
there was Mr Ng Eng Teng's exhibition there.
learnt many stuff abt his life.
and quite touching :)
oh hes a sculptor in case ure wondering.
quite cool leh his works.
but not really the type i like though.
haha.just cant appreciate abstract works.

some notes and sketch i took down.
erm i noe my handwriting cant be read.
cos i didnt have a proper backing to write on.
but NVM,its only meant for myself to understand.hahaha
SOMETHING like da vinci code ya know?

aniw
bus brought us back to NYJC
took same bus as ben to bedok
then chat with him and had dinner at the hawker centre
i had chicken rice,he had laksa.
then ordered a plate of fried oyster omelette
nice la the food.
i think they've been there selling for many many years now.

at home had sashimi to eat.
cos father bring back from stall
heehee.
i love having father as a chef.
so much nice food :D

thats all for today
:D

monday,march 3rd

Art critic.
i think i screwed it up.
anyway.
i got kinda pissed.
when AEP people kept on commenting tht my designs lacked pose.
when i already said i know.
they just kept continuing.
OF COS I NOE WHATS WRONG WITH THE MODEL'S POSE.
UNLESS U TELL ME U CAN JUST START OFF WITH A COMPLETE DESIGN ON A MODEL DOING A POSE.
DONT U NOE WHAT'S PROCESS ?? AND NO ONE LISTENED WHEN I SAID I WILL WORK ON IT.ALL UR COMMENTS WERE THE SAME. wtf
anyway im alright :D just pissed by that


aniw.art critic was so draggy.ended 6:40pm+
rushed to take photos of my model,ben.
cos art room was closing
managed to finish.but ben was suffering under the spotlight.hahaha
Big thanks to Ben and Miss Hew too for waiting for me to finish taking photos.
happy happy
:)

cya

sunday 2nd mar

tuition.bah.
so long.
2 hours.
finally ended.
was planning to go pasir ris park to take some photos.but couldnt due to the rain.
oh well. working on art now.
tmr is Art critic yet again.
sigh*
AEP.what have i owed you in my previous life??

anyway
im still gonna be cheery
cos stressed or not stressed,time will still pass

yup,and i really hate it when people keep thinking that they will hurt my feelings.
geez.ure not that capable of doing so alright.
so stop thinking so highly of yourself.
and get lost

got to finish art work.


courtesy of Xinli<<< thanks mann

sat 1 march

geography field work so early.
had to wake up at 6:30am on a SATURDAY.
and the weather was so nice.to sleep.it was raining la
but NO.had to wake up and go to raffles city.
it was so tiring.cos havent eaten anything.and had to walk in the drizzle
then water seeped into my shoes.cos the back of my soles had been "buffed" away.
but nevertheless.we managed to finish walking down Cecil St and finding our questions on each building along the way.and we've came to a conclusion that they are either banks,insurance,and those management companies in the CBD area.
SO BORING LA.
then after we had a break,we continued to proceed to the promenade.
asked a few questions to tourists (which were all so friendly)
and we bought ice cream,the ice scream uncle was doing something else,then when we said hello uncle,he panicked and i told him to relax,lol.
rasberry ripple i like :D

anyway.went for ARROW
:D
i like it.it was so cool.so awesome
hahaha.

must learn to look at the bright side of life.
i shall change myself.
YUP.a new yao khuan.
trying VERY hard not to be emo :D

and please note that when i like someone,if u reject me,i will get over it very fast de.so no point feeling sorry for me.cos i really dont give a damn.cos i dont LOVE you.so get out of my life will you?


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEEN
cya :D

29th feb

wah siao la.
my day ended at 7pm
during 5pm,miss Lye came back with some MOE people to do interview.
haha.miss lye got us chocolate cake.the kind that i actually like.
haha.anyway
had econs extra lesson after that,and ending at 7pm.
JUST GOT HOME,bathed already. :D
k got many things to complete.
can de.


haha yao khuan is smart and capable.
well..capable at least.


oh i found out thru my PE teacher that today was Leap day.i think i spelt correctly.
anyway.its an irish tradition that if a girl proposes to a guy,the guy MUST accept the proposal.
i think...that is just sad..i sympathize u guys out there

anyway
i have my own motto now
"stressed or not stressed,time will still pass by"

Which means theres no point to be stressed,as it makes no diff.
so why not be stressless :D
and think about it. don't YOU realise that you are so blessed???

too blessed to be stressed.yep

I seriously think my teeth is slanted.

cya

thurs.28feb

quite emo today.cos weather was so sian.
and so hungry la.

but feeling better ler.
emo time period over.
usually lasts for about 4 hours then will fade away.
lol.weird right.

emo level now is 4/10
COS NEED DO ECONS ESSAY.
die.

cya



i did not choose this path of mine.

CCA bazaar

its CCA bazaar today.
i kept buying the ice cream yoghurt thing.
i like.
haha

was drawing manga.felt like no kick.
so i went to draw portraits.
started with sherling's as she was doing papercut
then. sherling's frens came,so i thought it wouldn't hurt to draw for them too
but it never end! lol
people came and requested for me to draw them.
and i like drawing for people.
haha.so...couldnt run away from the aep booth.
:D
photos from XINLI

*i don't charge people for my drawings,cos i feel that they are not up to standard in terms of market prices.yeah.next time maybe.*

..

Is this God's plan?
the fate that has been decided

Is this the devil's game?
playing with our lives.

making our paths meet.

or is this just me?
myself.to blame

i dont ask for an answer
for i know,i have an answer that i want
that im happy with

sara bareilles "LOVE SONG"

my latest favourite song.
its in my imeem.hope you like it too :D



Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

tuesday.26th feb

how tiring can a day get.
i really dont like tuesdays..
its so long and draggy
lectures after lectures.
and the thing is
the way my lessons are scheduled in a way where by they are either at the 1st floor or the highest 5th floor

simply put it.
i have to walk all the way up to the 5th floor for 1 hr of lesson,then make my way all the way down.then back up again.and down.

was in air conditioned lecture hall.my friends sitting beside me were both wearing sweater, while i was sweating and fanning myself. lmao

sorry for today.was hungry.so i was very moody.
haha.during art lesson,xuli said "dont look like that,you look like a robot"
hahaha.cos i was so BORED and hungry.and lessons ended at 5:30pm.wth


hmm.my frens said i post a blog post almost everyday.
well..i like to record the things that happen in my life.
and the way i feel.for myself and others to maybe understand me better?
and also.i am damn forgetful.so i put down my life into words.and not to forget the happy ,or sad, moments in my life. i really don't want to forget them.


anyway
got to go finish my econs essay.




and lastly
syahidah.i know im vain :)

170th blog post.lol

camwhore

haha havent camwhored for ages.
my hp cam spoil,sis cam spoil.
aep's camera returned.

but i borrowed it again
lmao

i always wanted to be ah beng.but i just cant make it.im too gud boy ler :D



gonna paint this on monday's 3 hour painting.
haha its elvis's hand.
cos i couldnt take a sharp photo using one hand.
thanks elvis


got to go back to doing homework.damn alot of things to do.

takashimaya

i went orchard.and i COULDNT find takashimaya.lmao.
i dont go out often.so.cant blame me.
anyway,i managed to find it.
i was at art friend,then kao and ling came,haha
then followed by lucie.
we looked around for some art stuff,i bought a whole pad of a2 paper.and a few acrylic paint *a few tubes ONLY*.cost $51 total. ARTIST ARE POOR.
anyway.we then walked to a toy shop and checked out their stuff
.hahaha.i had a deprived childhood.lol
IF ANYONE IS READING THIS AND WOULD LIKE TO BUY ME A BIRTHDAE PRESSIE,I WANT A PENGUIN SOFT TOY :D juz kidding


we then went to kinokuniya,and with the help of them,i bought a magazine for my art stuff.
kao and ling met their thai friends there.hahaha
then we went yoshinoya to have dinner :D









Kao was annoying.lol.but in a funny way :D



emo level : -2/10

THINGS TO DO TODAY

#1) eat breakfast
#2) go to white sands and instant print some photos.
#3) come back do math homework
#4) finish up fashion design painting
#5) start one the new design
#6) plan out essay outline properly for GP
#7) go out at 6pm,meet kao,leeyen,lucie at 7pm go kinokuniya
#8) eat dinner
#9) start GP essay


THINGS for TMR
-art
-math
-econs


random sketch,haha

oh and heres smth i drew in secondary 4.hahas

friday~

yesterday was a super longggg day.
lessons ended at 6pm.
with art theory to end the day.

went to amk HUB to meet ben and the cg
then we headed to weiling's hse

her house so nice..
its so cosy.haha
fellowship was great.learnt a few things,from other people.
even though got some times i was too tired to listen,so i zone out.

after that,it was quite late ler,walked to bus stop with ben,xuanxuan,jonathan and the rest to take 136.
yep yep.tired. but happy

cya

film pro

Royston tan came to our sch today
dunno why,the last time he came to my sec sch,i couldnt appreciate his works.
now that i took art,i realised that he is damn cool

saw a few of his short films,cool la.
he is so inspirational.especially for an ART student
asked for his autograph,he spelt my name wrongly
but ITS OKAY.REALLY

hahaha
took a photo with him too
i look so fat in sch uniform
but thats besides the point.hahaha



was playing with scanner

to elvis: SEE I NEVER PUT MY FACE IN THIS BLOG POST. actually its cos i have no camera.LOL

u see that song " hosannah" in my imeem playlist?, i like that song.
haha random.


emo level: 2/10.

:D

econs test sucked big time.
BIG BIG TIME.
biggest time.
k u get my point.


today was super draggy.
oh,i found out that NYJC's cut off point for this year is 10arts 10 science
i wonder how many of my new j1 friends will still be staying.
..didnt even get to know them then gone ler.
HAIX.


anyway.miss hew was pleased with my progress for my A Lvl coursework.
hahahha,she even said "Well done!"
omg.im so happy hahahaha.
smiling to myself right now.
JIAYOU yao khuan.


emo level 1/10

monday feb 18

emo level for today was 6/10
much lower than yesterday which was 8.5/10
if i hit 10 i think i wouldn't be blogging

anyway,had art practical today
was using a new medium "Designer's Gouache"
erm,its a very high quality type of poster colour.
yes poster colours,those you used when u were a kid.
its quite similar to watercolour,just that it is opaque
and is meant for fashion designers. LIKE ME
haha,i actually didn't know i could design stuff.
Miss Hew was pleased with the stuff i painted and drew
and i've personally apologised to someone,
i feel relieved now.

emo level now is 3/10
cos econs test is tmr.
...
btw,the anti drug prize money is in our accounts now.
i was kinda shocked when i saw an increase of about $350 in my acct when i was withdrawing money.lmao

good luck to J1s for their posting results tmr.


i just took this personailty test,and its fucking accurate.
based on your handwriting...
You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.

i agree on the part where im nosy and intrusive .and not giving people enough space.
and i learnt it the hard way.

guilt. its a Sunday

today was one of the days i felt the worst.
so many things happened in the morning,
and with addition that i was sick,causing myself to be slightly disturbed.
i thought that things would get better later on,so i decided to go for service at 2pm
there was so many things going thru my mind at that moment.
i didn't know what had gotten into me,i sent and called my friend so many times.
and i swear i was being so annoying that i couldnt even stand myself.
when i got back home,i felt so guilty.
guilty for being such an uncaring and annoying friend
and i really regret it.
i remember that you once told me that you don't get angry easily,then i must have really gotten onto your nerves.
sorry snickerman

i wish

I wish,
that i didn't have to watch you from afar
i wish,
that tears would stop coming everytime i see you
i wish,
that i could stop missing you
i wish,
that i would have the guts to say hi
i wish,
that you would turn to look at me
i wish,
that you would smile at me
i wish,
that i could hold your little hands
i wish,
that i could turn to you,and say "i love you"
i wish,
that we could walk down the streets together
i wish,
that you could be with me
i wish,
that it would be forever,and ever


i wished.

valentine's

oh geez,its valentine's
if i didnt manage to wish u happy valentine's...then this is it
HAPPY VALENTINE'S :D
recieved many sweets and chocolate.feeling sick now.
OH OH,and the game angel and mortal,my angel gave me a converse pencil box! COOL RIGHT . hahaha wahh i like it alot :D THANKS HASANAH :D

weather was so hot that i kept sweating.
i went out with the J1 aep students to suntec city's pizza hut,haha
we were told to wait 45 mins,luckily they were ready in arnd 20mins,
we sat on the floor chatting and "heart attack" is damn retarded.

it was tiakhui's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! its damn cool to have birthday on valentines.

ate orlean smth smth,and BBQ chicken supreme pizza,the pizza was nice
hahas.OH,then,Kao kept saying he wanted to go see the merlion (hes from thailand)
so those who could make it went there.

Oh and on the way there,syahidah was about to walk up an escalator which was going downwards accidently,then when she went up the correct escalator,we realised that we did not have to go up the escalator.lolol,i was laughing at her like mad,until my cheeks had abs.


super unglam shot by SYAHIDAH,i think i was eating a lolipop.


haha,qixuan and i were being very VERY random.hahaha
we thought of finding the romantic couples,then go disturb them,hahaha

at the merlion,kao was taking a photo where by the merlion's water seems to be going into his mouth.then there was this korean cabin crew air stewardess who seems to like the idea.
helped her take several photos with the skyline and merlion.lol.
and she is so HAWT.she looks like an actor.i feel so lucky.LOL

ANYWAY.went back home and that was how i wasted my life today on valentine's day.
STILL SINGLE.lol

btw,check out this video,its cool

happy v day

im feeling glad today
really really glad.and only sarah knows why. :D

happy valentine's to all
tmr going pizza hut with the J1s aep
COS IM SINGLE,cos im fat and ugly and annoying :)
hahahaha


hahaha
HAPPY VALENTINE'S LA
cya


BUSY MAKING PAPER ROSES.
hahas

monday.fullstop

phew,monday ended.
had 3 hours art painting test
AND I DID NOT MANAGE TO FINISH PAINTING MY A2 SIZE THINGY
im dead la.
gonna fail ler.
hahas at least thats over.
had dinner with lucie,xuli,yirong and huimin at the nearby hawker centre
huimin almost made me and yi rong choke,cos a housefly flew in front of her face and she screamed.(she is capable of damn high pitch screams)

wanted to take bus 53 ,but the bus was overcrowded.
so i took 22,got off at serangoon int,then took 81.
then,just when i was stoning on the bus,i saw chantal came up
hahaha,so happy to see her (dunno abt her though)
we chatted all the way till pasir ris
:D

got back home,my sis bought me bubble tea,when i open the fridge,it left half of it,cos she drank it.
haha,but anyway thanks :D

went for a jog at around 8pm,around the whole of pasir ris
so tired hahaha
but at least i feel less fat now.
I THINK IM ANEROXIC LEH.




eh,can reply leh...~ sigh

feel.crappy

woot.went for tuition in the morning.
after that i went to white sands.
bought myself a new bag (strap of my old bag broke)







i bought a soft toy bunny.
lolol.i like it.

i shall call him playboy
:D

now have to go do work for art and math.
AHHHHHH

steamboat

went to Bugis today to have steamboat
haha,kept ordering beef+lamb
the rest of the caregroup were all talking abt NS stuff,and i had no clue to what they were saying.
so got kinda,okay,VERY bored
lucky ben and weiqian wanted to go walk walk
they bought ice cream from swensons.
and i was very amused when they were arguing as both did not want coins as change.lmao

yep,one day gone.just like dat.
tmr got tuition in the morning.

k go bathe now.




































jump jump :D

CNY!

hahas,went town to buy clothes today
mum gave me $80 to spend (not from my ang bao money :D )
as its the second day of chinese new year,alot of shops were closed.
haha
joseph and i ended up going lucky plaza there to buy clothes
hahas
we went from one shop to another,and they were all having discounts
i bought 4 shirts! erm prices ranging from $11.50 to $20
cos they were having 50% discounts.haha

#1 :Samuel and kevin $11.50


#2 :Giordano $19


#3 :bossini $16.50


#4 :hang ten $20



oh then we went to watch kung fu dunk at cineleisure
not bad leh,quite funny movie
hahaha

wanted to watch sweeny todd,but UNDERAGED lols
nvm shall turn 18 this march :D


going steamboat at bugis tmr :D

cya and continue to enjoy your holidays!

eeeeurgh

haha this is so disgusting

just now,i wanted to heat up something from yesterday night
so i wanted to use the microwave

to my horror,i saw two dried up meatballs with maggots crawling in and out,and the stench was unbearable

it all happened two weeks ago,my sis bought some meatballs from IKEA
and left two after finishing them
the next day,i used the microwave to heat them up,but i FORGOT that i heated them up
so its been left in the microwave all these while
for the past few days,i kept smelling a stench,but i couldnt figure out where it came from.

SO,me and my mom were damn smart,we went to on the microwave hoping to kill the maggots.BUT because the meatballs were so dry,it burnt. THUS creating an EVEN WORSE smell.
hahaha

WHAT A WAY TO CELEBRATE THE FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
HAHAHA

happy new year people,i swear i wont touch a microwave oven nor meatballs EVER
*my house still reeks of that smell*